Innerview

Without further announcce... I give you Morey! enjoy

First things first, Why did you join the cult, and how did you found about it
[B] I was googling my favorite writers, you know the gay triad of Chuck, Brett, and Irvine. I went straight to GD and got a woodie for Brock's posting and that's that.
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Do you have something that you would like to confess before the actual questions begins?
[B] Uh Uh[/B]

How do you feel as a person these days?
[B]Manic and quite pleased with myself really, I like getting older, I feel i can do whatever i want.
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Is there something that you regret not doing right now?
[B]Right now I should be working on this painting my friend commissioned for his girlfriend, it was supposed to be a b-day gift and that day has passed.[/B]

How your health after the Hep C?
[B]My health is great oddly enough. For someone who abused drugs and alcohol for twenty years all my shit, (heart, lungs, esophogus, pancreas and even liver), are working fine.[/B]
Im feeling like doing it so I ask you. Did you ever leave everithing behind and went into a trip, to try to live on your own?
[B]I've lived on my own since I was 17, Its only now that I'm back home caretaking my increasingly senile mom. I should say I never moved anywahere that I didn't already know people and have a place to stay.[/B]

You have mentioned that you have spent some time on the inside. I need to ask, How is jail? (i bet its not as fun as porn movies show us) How is a day in jail? I have the sensation that sometime though my life I will experience it. What do I need to know?
[B]Stay out of jail, the worst part is the other people although there are always a few really cute guys. In jail I just lay on my bunk and read the crap novels that are there-the chaplain picks out the books so its all romance, westerns, and thrillers,( although once i found Laura Palmers Diary which on the cover looks like some sweet girl book but is in fact rife with drugs, twisted sex, and violence!) I don't much socialize just enough so they get to like me and don't talk shit behind my back. Every day is the same but for m,w,f where you have to get up at 5 if you want to shave which i do. Head count is at 7, this is when you have your bed made and you stand next to it to be counted, (they do this at every shift change), next is breakfast at 7, we eat at 7, 11, and 5. All the food is gross and i give most of it away. after breakfast we clean, i was in a 26 man cell so every other day i had to wipe something down. After cleaning the tv is turned on and stays on till midnite, loud, alwaysnascar or something, i never watch it and i also don't play cards. I only interact with people that come to me. I refuse to discuss peoples crimes or cases, I make it known that i don't care. Pretty soon it becomes clear who's cool and we exchange asides. The outfit is a t-shirt, orange pants and top and blue shoes. After 8pm you can remove the orange top. I take a shower every day, you have one towel for an entire week, which is gross. Most guys sleep during the day and get hyper at night due to coffee and candy they've bought from commissary. I use ear plugs. Also meds are served thrice daily, mine being prozac and librium. Once in awhile we go to the gym which has foosball and ping pong, the roof retracts so I usually just sit back and catch some solar vitamins. [/B]

Describe a tipical day in your life (if you happend to have some tipical day)
[B]I wake up around 10 or 11 and pee, then i drink some coffee and take a shit, then a shower, (i always shower after a shit), then i eat a banana or some cereal so's the prozac doesn't hit an empty stomach. The day is mine and I always write a bit and work on a painting. Since its summer I kayak or at least get some sun. I always cook dinner for me and my mother (i'm taking care of her now). At night I might watch TV, I like Hells Kitchen, Newswoman and 30 Rock. I don't socialize a lot cause everyone drinks. I'm doing a lot of painting cause I'm secretly switching galleries and have a show coming up (A painting of Masochism will be featured!). thats it baby, not much excitement. [/B]

the last time you had a fight? why? how did that end?
[B]I've never been in a fight, I didn't even know how to throw a punch til i took kickboxing, (we had to throw punches during the Pat Benatar All Fired Up routine) [/B]

Serial killer question. If you were one? what pattern of murder would you choose and how would the killings be?
[B]Dude, I just couldn't kill, or imagine it, although I do have a favorite, this British guy who's exploits are detailed in a book called Killing For Company. He would pick up rent boys, have sex with them and then kill them when they were going to leave, he'd keep the corpse as long as possible, and you know hang with it, watch TV and stuff. [/B]

The best movie of all times, and the worst.
[B]Whore, anything by stephen spegleberg.[/B]

you have been elected president of the New Republic of Cultland. You can pass 3 changes wich will be followed blindly by all the members. What would you do?
[B] Oh hell I don't care what people do there[/B]

This is a question that you never answer to me... where is the weirdest place where you masturbate? What is the most headlong thing you have done in order to have sex?
and since this is the dirty question indeed, Did you ever try feltching? it seems fun.
[B] I pretty much only masturbate in the bathroom, maybe in the woods when I was a kid.
When I was 17 I peddled dick on Santa Monica Blvd, but that was for money not sex. I'm not all that big on sex, in fact some guy approached me here at the library yesterday and I passed.
Felching is a disgusting act and involves eating shit out of someones asshole so no I've never done it. You may be confused so if your thinking of just having someone you know tounge your ass, thats quite nice to have done although I would never return the favor, ick.[/B]

Gaylife! the stereotype that will follow every homo to the rest of his life even if you are not one of those drag queens, dancing all night to the tunes of Shakira. Do you feel misplaced? Don`t you feel sometimes that society is trying to label us in order to put us in some safe controlled enviroment? Don`t you think that society lacks of a place for the non queer gay guy?
[B]I actually don't need society to accept me, i exist regardless. People generally don't think I'm gay I've even argued with people about it-am too, are not, am too, are not!-I go by Gore Vidals theory that gay is an innapropriate term for a non-existant category, and that there is no such thing as a homosexual there's just a homosexual act, (he fucked Keruoac in the ass by the way). I've always hung with straight guys and never gotten any shit, we just click better, I've had bad luck with gay guys. (I use gay for lack of anything better). I don't understand the affectation and role playing that goes on in gaysville, and i don't get where it came from, although theres a documentary called The Celuloid Closet that claims it was perpetuated in films. when I see some guy flaming around I want to shake him. Around here there are no cool gay guys really, they're all either closeted or silly so I don't hang with them. [/B]

When will we be able to read some book from you?
[B]I don't know cause I won't self publish.
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This question was imposed as the innerview was set up so masses would like to know who in the cult will you bang up?
[B]Oh well Brock is after me, Thag, and I'd probably do Masochism (somebody's got to), Moonie, mikeandrewz, Six is Tempting but awfully young, you, i don't know.....in reality probably nobody.
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The first quote that comes to your mind?
[B]"The better you look, the more you see"[/B]

If you can enter the head of someone and witness life though his eyes. Who would that be?
[B]Jesus, the lord and savior guy[/B]

Top five dreams jobs?
[B]Dilletant (Sic)
Layabout
Boss of people
Opinion consultant
Supported artist (You know with a patron or whatever).[/B]

and from now on? what things would you like to achieve before the grim reaper claims your soul?
[B]I don't think like that, everything changes, and the goals you set can trap you, bigger things may be in store. [/B]

This just came in but it seems that Grim reapes HAS claimed your soul, but as he has read your posts he will let you live just to write your ephitaph.
[B]I doubt that I'm going to die so....I don't know, I guess I don't care what's said about me. [/B]