Howdy.
Should somebody bump the dress down thread for him or is it too soon??
Ummmm Too soon. Let me get my meat show out of the way before he kills the thread.
Stinging, as the thorn, is the splinter. From a seedling born...works itself under my skin.
"You are an insolent cuntface. If that happened to you, the UK would refuse to foot the bill on account of your fuckheadery."-tom9d
"Does fuckheadery count as a pre-existing condition?"-Fano
"Hunger is the best mustard"-Xec8
"i wanna see what a slutty shark looks like. i bet it loses a lot more teeth.-"BloodSugar1308
Ask me anything.
I recently (and somewhat briefly) dated someone in your same profession. I'm curious, did you get sort of put off of actual, non work related sex in general? This seemed to be the case with the aforementioned, and it's largely why we don't really go out anymore. I had sort of a hard time bringing it up, really, cause I understand that a masseuse or whatnot probably isn't going to want to give massages when he gets home, but a pornstar? Well, I know you just did it all day, but I didn't...
When I brought it up to him, he really didn't understand, he thought we were fine. He was a really great dude, and since we just sort of stopped hanging out, and he seems confused about it, I'd really like to know your perspective so it might be easier to see where he's coming from. Maybe I was just being demanding or something.
"...you want to be truly unselfish? Love someone or die for someone. Those are the only good deeds you can perform without any hope of personal gain."
Am I the ONLY one paying attention here? A freakin' porn star just laid down the latinized plural of vagina. Vaginae! That's fucking AWESOME!!
Ask me anything.
I recently (and somewhat briefly) dated someone in your same profession. I'm curious, did you get sort of put off of actual, non work related sex in general? This seemed to be the case with the aforementioned, and it's largely why we don't really go out anymore. I had sort of a hard time bringing it up, really, cause I understand that a masseuse or whatnot probably isn't going to want to give massages when he gets home, but a pornstar? Well, I know you just did it all day, but I didn't...
When I brought it up to him, he really didn't understand, he thought we were fine. He was a really great dude, and since we just sort of stopped hanging out, and he seems confused about it, I'd really like to know your perspective so it might be easier to see where he's coming from. Maybe I was just being demanding or something.
Sorry for the long break between posts. My laptop changed a couple thousand words of my novel's manuscript into Klingon and I spent the last few days tight-roping the line of laughing suicide & a crying killing spree.
HardCandy, I sympathize with you. This business, no matter who you are as on-camera talent will change you. Period. It changes you in ways you would not expect--it creeps up on you in degrees.
When people speak of the emotional well being of persons being exploited (by others or themselves) in porn, they never refer to the boys. That's a shame because as men, we are less equipped to deal with the shit that goes on inside of us than women.
Lookit, I get paid to objectify women--to relegate them to non-human instruments of carnal pleasure--so that others can pay to do so vicariously through me. You can't just turn that shit off . At best, it will desensitize you to sex of any meaning with your significant other, which is what you've no doubt experienced. Non-existent sex with a pornstar. Irony is a bitch.
When I was 12, and discovered the Sears catalog, the models in conservative underwear used to do it for me. De-sensitivity has moved the bar of stimulation to magazines like Playboy, to eventually later down the road, even the most depraved sexual acts don’t even phase me. A three-titted midget juggling flaming chainsaws would get a yawn from me.
Funny enough, now days, I prefer example, watching a cute girl dressed normally riding a bike down the street, and wondering what she looks like naked, and what kind of sexual animal she is behind closed doors. What nurturing does this pretty flower need to get it to bloom sexually in front of my eyes, as we are all unique sexual animals. In short, I like to leave a lot to the imagination. That’s what does it for me, not ass on display. That’s a turn off.
With respect to my girlfriends privacy, I’ll just say that the frequency of sex between us is no where near what she would like. I know this may be hard to comprehend, but a lot of times, I just don’t even want to be touched (at home, or on set when I’m about to work for that matter).
At all.
Personally, after seeing girls throwing their sexuality out there so blatantly for me on set, I tend to gravitate to more “meat and potatoes” sex in my personal life. I would never let my GF do some of the things to/with me that I go through every day on set. I try to keep a shred of normalcy any way I can. The fact that I don’t live in Porn Valley, never socialize with my peers, and I actually have to commute to get to work should tell you a lot. She is my oasis, and my escape from the Fellini-esque sexual world I occupy.
We have been together before I entered into the business. Officially, we are monogamous but I'm not perfect. It's simple. I do my best which 98.9% of the time I'm able to be good but the 1.1% of the time I fail we don't talk about it. Ever. It works.
Sometimes girls will throw themselves at me on sets when we are not even cast to work together. Other times, we've...extended the scene long after the camera has cut and the crew has left or we end up someplace else to continue.
Then there are times when I'm taking a break from a scene and some new googley-eyed girl(s) decides she wants to "fluff" and then I end up fucking more girls than was scheduled. Contract girls from studios that "officially" won't do an interracial sex scene but can't get my cock inside their mouths fast enough in some hotel.
Can't forget the women at conventions when I sign autographs for Playgirl that only a man possessing the highest degree of character could walk away from.
Fucking Christ, you should see some of these civilian women. I'm human.
Vegas during the AVN awards? Forget it. Fuck-a-thons, limos, and God knows where you wake up. I don't put myself in that situation and have not gone in years. They mail my awards to me. This shit changes you. Dealing with it, for me, has been a series of bulwarks and dammage controll.
Scores upon scores of couples that want to pay me and fly me all over the world to fuck the wife/girlfriend while the bf or hubby watches but I've always passed on those. Too weird.
Frankly, I'm not terribly comfortable revealing a lot of this now--I'm fiercely private (funny choice of profession, right?) and the guilt fucks with me.
I wrote a 3,000 word stream-of-consciousness piece in one sitting about one such 18 year old civilian girl with an ancillary (off camera) job in the business everybody, and I mean everybody wanted to fuck. I could live ten lifetimes--as prolific as I am--and never have anything as good. One day on set during down time she snuggled up to me and told me she had never been with a black guy before...
I hinted at this girl in one of my stories; that was the catalysts for some serious self-examination. I've been good since. This was during a dark period of my life (I won't elaborate farther) and the timing could not have been worse.
Part, if not all of the appeal I seem to have over these girls is I am the one person that treats them like a human being--and acknowledges that they like everyone else dreams and fears. There are many good people in porn but plenty others, including(especially) those in positions of power--agents, studio execs, directors--discount talent, male and female, as vapid refuse. Even if that's true, nobody want's to be told that they are less-than. Maslow one-oh-fucking-one.
I got this treatment at first until I put motherfuckers in their places which is why there is a long list of studios and directors on my no-list and 1/2 the industry can't stand me and will never hire me. That, and I write about the losers on my blog. I at least have some tools to deal with the unique issues that come with the job.
I can't wait til my writing takes off and it's vaja-con-Dios, bitches to porn.
I'm not the same man I was when I entered the adult industry eight years ago. God bless my girlfriend for tolerating me. It's not easy.
Anyway, that was a long ass digression from point, HardCandy.
Also, sorry for my poor typing skills. Hunt-and-peck.
Sorry for the string of f-bombs. I have Tourette's.
Man, this guy is great.
A smart interesting porn star. Who knew?
"A celibate clergy is an especially good idea, because it tends to suppress any hereditary propensity toward fanaticism." -Carl Sagan
"Am I cruel? Probably. Is she an idiot? Yes." -jane s.
i must say, you're remarkably articulate, and level about this stuff. i think all of the interviews with people like ron jeremy have somehow convinced people that even men in porn are simpletons.
EDIT: of course i dont mean to be stereotypical.
www.triplebeard.com
http://darkroomreview.blogspot.com
“...There are so many ways of being despicable it quite makes one's head spin. But the way to be really despicable is to be contemptuous of other people's pain. You ought to have some apprehension that the man you see before you was once even younger than you are now and arrived at his present wretchedness by imperceptible degrees.”
-James Baldwin
Ha ha, actually, yes. I isolate myself, close my eyes, and center my breathing. I visualize how I want the work to play out. All this helps me put up the fourth wall (theater terminology).
The ritual is vital. My job is all mental and there is absolutely nothing erotic about getting naked in front of upwards of 20 people, many of them strangers, and having sex. 99.999% of new male talent fail at performing because they can't block out what's going on around them, and a co-star that is actually in to you enough to accommodate fluffing is a luxury.
Tyler Knight wrote, "Sorry for the long break between posts. My laptop changed a couple thousand words of my novel's manuscript into Klingon and I spent the last few days tight-roping the line of laughing suicide & a crying killing spree.
HardCandy, I sympathize with you. This business, no matter who you are as on-camera talent will change you. Period. It changes you in ways you would not expect--it creeps up on you in degrees.
When people speak of the emotional well being of persons being exploited (by others or themselves) in porn, they never refer to the boys. That's a shame because as men, we are less equipped to deal with the shit that goes on inside of us than women.
Lookit, I get paid to objectify women--to relegate them to non-human instruments of carnal pleasure--so that others can pay to do so vicariously through me. You can't just turn that shit off . At best, it will desensitize you to sex of any meaning with your significant other, which is what you've no doubt experienced. Non-existent sex with a pornstar. Irony is a bitch.
When I was 12, and discovered the Sears catalog, the models in conservative underwear used to do it for me. De-sensitivity has moved the bar of stimulation to magazines like Playboy, to eventually later down the road, even the most depraved sexual acts don’t even phase me. A three-titted midget juggling flaming chainsaws would get a yawn from me.
Funny enough, now days, I prefer example, watching a cute girl dressed normally riding a bike down the street, and wondering what she looks like naked, and what kind of sexual animal she is behind closed doors. What nurturing does this pretty flower need to get it to bloom sexually in front of my eyes, as we are all unique sexual animals. In short, I like to leave a lot to the imagination. That’s what does it for me, not ass on display. That’s a turn off.
With respect to my girlfriends privacy, I’ll just say that the frequency of sex between us is no where near what she would like. I know this may be hard to comprehend, but a lot of times, I just don’t even want to be touched (at home, or on set when I’m about to work for that matter).
At all.
Personally, after seeing girls throwing their sexuality out there so blatantly for me on set, I tend to gravitate to more “meat and potatoes” sex in my personal life. I would never let my GF do some of the things to/with me that I go through every day on set. I try to keep a shred of normalcy any way I can. The fact that I don’t live in Porn Valley, never socialize with my peers, and I actually have to commute to get to work should tell you a lot. She is my oasis, and my escape from the Fellini-esque sexual world I occupy.
We have been together before I entered into the business. Officially, we are monogamous but I'm not perfect. It's simple. I do my best which 98.9% of the time I'm able to be good but the 1.1% of the time I fail we don't talk about it. Ever. It works.
Sometimes girls will throw themselves at me on sets when we are not even cast to work together. Other times, we've...extended the scene long after the camera has cut and the crew has left or we end up someplace else to continue.
Then there are times when I'm taking a break from a scene and some new googley-eyed girl(s) decides she wants to "fluff" and then I end up fucking more girls than was scheduled. Contract girls from studios that "officially" won't do an interracial sex scene but can't get my cock inside their mouths fast enough in some hotel.
Can't forget the women at conventions when I sign autographs for Playgirl that only a man possessing the highest degree of character could walk away from.
Fucking Christ, you should see some of these civilian women. I'm human.
Vegas during the AVN awards? Forget it. Fuck-a-thons, limos, and God knows where you wake up. I don't put myself in that situation and have not gone in years. They mail my awards to me. This shit changes you. Dealing with it, for me, has been a series of bulwarks and dammage controll.
Scores upon scores of couples that want to pay me and fly me all over the world to fuck the wife/girlfriend while the bf or hubby watches but I've always passed on those. Too weird.
Frankly, I'm not terribly comfortable revealing a lot of this now--I'm fiercely private (funny choice of profession, right?) and the guilt fucks with me.
I wrote a 3,000 word stream-of-consciousness piece in one sitting about one such 18 year old civilian girl with an ancillary (off camera) job in the business everybody, and I mean everybody wanted to fuck. I could live ten lifetimes--as prolific as I am--and never have anything as good. One day on set during down time she snuggled up to me and told me she had never been with a black guy before...
I hinted at this girl in one of my stories; that was the catalysts for some serious self-examination. I've been good since. This was during a dark period of my life (I won't elaborate farther) and the timing could not have been worse.
Part, if not all of the appeal I seem to have over these girls is I am the one person that treats them like a human being--and acknowledges that they like everyone else dreams and fears. There are many good people in porn but plenty others, including(especially) those in positions of power--agents, studio execs, directors--discount talent, male and female, as vapid refuse. Even if that's true, nobody want's to be told that they are less-than. Maslow one-oh-fucking-one.
I got this treatment at first until I put motherfuckers in their places which is why there is a long list of studios and directors on my no-list and 1/2 the industry can't stand me and will never hire me. That, and I write about the losers on my blog. I at least have some tools to deal with the unique issues that come with the job.
I can't wait til my writing takes off and it's vaja-con-Dios, bitches to porn.
I'm not the same man I was when I entered the adult industry eight years ago. God bless my girlfriend for tolerating me. It's not easy.
Anyway, that was a long ass digression from point, HardCandy.
Also, sorry for my poor typing skills. Hunt-and-peck."
Winnar!
"A celibate clergy is an especially good idea, because it tends to suppress any hereditary propensity toward fanaticism." -Carl Sagan
"Am I cruel? Probably. Is she an idiot? Yes." -jane s.
I have a "during game" ritual as well. Right before the sex starts, I talk to the girl. In a job where your co-stars can come in various flavors of sanity, I have to be part Freud; part Obi-Wan slinging Jedi mind tricks; part self deprecating TV detective, Colombo with the girls. If I have several girls (and other boys) in a group scene, it's fucking exhausting.
While spinning that plate, I have to keep myself in the zone at all costs. Nobody want's to hear why you failed to obtain or maintain an erection when cash-money is on the line. I find something--anything about the girl(s) to focus on.
Even to after all this time, I still have off days at work. When I'm in a sex scene screwing on the sizzling hood of a Prius in August, and there are extras dressed as Nazi's, spotlights, and barking Doberman's and location fees are ticking away like a methed-up taxi meter, I go into my head and seal out even the girl I'm working with.
Huh, well, that makes me feel better, really. Your gf is a lovely woman, far better than I. I can't deal with a lack of intimacy in a relationship, sex is a must. Too bad, he was a really sweet guy...
I'm wondering if you know him. His picture is in the march madness thread. His company just won some sort of award at the LA award show last month.
"...you want to be truly unselfish? Love someone or die for someone. Those are the only good deeds you can perform without any hope of personal gain."
Gracias, amigo.
Should somebody bump the dress down thread for him or is it too soon??
What's a "dress down" thread? Should I wear a cup for this?
The opposite of that, you should do.
"A celibate clergy is an especially good idea, because it tends to suppress any hereditary propensity toward fanaticism." -Carl Sagan
"Am I cruel? Probably. Is she an idiot? Yes." -jane s.
Assuming our Tyler Knight is the Tyler Knight. He might be. He might not. I hope he is; that would be neat.
Tyler, are you familiar with Eva Lux?
Ha ha, we can rule out identifying me by birthmarks that only I or my girlfriend would know about. Seriously. Bragging about making porn is like showing mom what you did in the toilet.
Still, I understand that my profession is so far out of the norm that suspicion is justified. The mods put me through a vetting on Tucker Max’s old Rudius Media writing board. The board is now gone but one of the old mods vouched for me at the bottom of this thread. http://forum.attentioncrash.net/viewtopic.php?f=9&t=134
Aside from that, I dunno what else can work to validate my identity, being that my nom de guerre is of a fictional alter-ego. *Shrug*, meeting me for a beer and taking out my penis? Te-he-he!
*Edit*
Never met Eva Lux. Had to Google her, does she post here?
Apologies, I don't understand the question. "Others"?
Is the cult ready for porn cock? (this question is for all the male culties requesting tylers cock in DDT)
Anyway welcome to the cult.
welcome!
But I'm not cool. My Internet charm is lost in translation in you meet me in person. I'm a dork.
But I'm not cool. My Internet charm is lost in translation in you meet me in person. I'm a dork.
Welcome to the cult.
"A celibate clergy is an especially good idea, because it tends to suppress any hereditary propensity toward fanaticism." -Carl Sagan
"Am I cruel? Probably. Is she an idiot? Yes." -jane s.
Perhaps I'll use it to make a cover photo for a book like "Snuff", ha ha.
Your blog posts are better than Snuff. I hated that book, but I wonder what you, an industry insider, thought of it?
I have not read the book. Chuck writes passages that I'll never be able to touch in this lifetime. I've got that "She Breaks Your Heart" taped to my writing desk. Which is why I'm here on his writing workshop. I'm here to absorb and learn from you guys because I don't know shit.
can you imagine meeting this guy at a meetup?? He really is a great addition to the cult. welcome, Tyler!!
Brentinlouis Wrote: What was that rule about being intentionally annoying?
Double post. Sorry.
yeah, welcome, man.
very interesting, humble and articulate. look forward to working with you in the workshop.
Still, I understand that my profession is so far out of the norm that suspission is justified.
...
*Shrug*, meeting me for a beer and taking out my penis? Te-he-he!
...
Never met Eva Lux. Had to Google her, does she post here?
Eh, you know, all that really matters is what you post, and you're kicking some ass so far. "Bragging about making porn is like showing mom what you did in the toilet," is a great line.
It's actually no longer surprising to me when people show me their penises over beer - it happens more often than one would think - but I've finally reached an age and maturity level where I have accepted that my tiny tiny penis is adequate and I'm afraid yours, seen live, would leave me emotionally scarred. ;P
Anyway, "Eva" was someone I knew long ago who lived her life to become an example of how not to survive in the porn industry. I probably shouldn't have even mentioned her here.
Tuffy the Dump Truck may rarely increase the risk of a heart attack or stroke. The risk may be greater if you have heart disease or increased risk for heart disease (for example, due to smoking, family history of heart disease, or conditions such as high blood pressure or diabetes), or with longer use. Tuffy should not be taken right before or after heart bypass surgery. Also, Tuffy may infrequently cause serious (rarely fatal) bleeding from the stomach or intestines. This effect can occur without warning symptoms at any time while taking Tuffy. Older adults may be at higher risk for this effect. (See also Precautions and Drug Interactions sections.) Stop taking Tuffy and get medical help right away if you notice any of the following rare but serious side effects: bloody or black/tarry stools, persistent stomach/abdominal pain, vomit that looks like coffee grounds, chest/jaw/left arm pain, shortness of breath, unusual sweating, weakness on one side of the body, sudden vision changes, slurred speech. Ask your doctor if Tuffy is right for you.
"Bragging about making porn is like showing mom what you did in the toilet." <-----BEST Line I've read in weeks. If your novel is about porn....you should start it with that line.
Stinging, as the thorn, is the splinter. From a seedling born...works itself under my skin.
"You are an insolent cuntface. If that happened to you, the UK would refuse to foot the bill on account of your fuckheadery."-tom9d
"Does fuckheadery count as a pre-existing condition?"-Fano
"Hunger is the best mustard"-Xec8
"i wanna see what a slutty shark looks like. i bet it loses a lot more teeth.-"BloodSugar1308
to quote chuck: for serious
www.triplebeard.com
http://darkroomreview.blogspot.com
“...There are so many ways of being despicable it quite makes one's head spin. But the way to be really despicable is to be contemptuous of other people's pain. You ought to have some apprehension that the man you see before you was once even younger than you are now and arrived at his present wretchedness by imperceptible degrees.”
-James Baldwin
to quote chuck: for serious
Ha ha, thanks. It's in the novel but I don't open with it. I gave that line to the narrator's dead grandma that he manifests as a purple 1/2 nana, 1/2 Grimace on the side of his McDonald's milkshake cup, fucking with him in stream of consciousness. And yeah, the narrator is a pornstar--the book's nature is roman à clef.
Tyler, I welcome you sincerely.
thanks for sharing.blackhawk tactical pants.
— Spambot
"I could have done worse!" exultantly cried the murderer Lebret, sentenced at Rouen to hard labor for life. — Félix Fénéon
i must say, you're remarkably articulate, and level about this stuff. i think all of the interviews with people like ron jeremy have somehow convinced people that even men in porn are simpletons.
EDIT: of course i dont mean to be stereotypical.
No offense taken. The stereotype is quite well deserved. Believe it or not, Ron Jeremy has a lot of high cards in his deck. What you see in his public persona is his shtick.
Once, we were shooting a Rat Pack porn with a 20 piece orchestra and there was some down time. Ron instigates an impromptu session (classical) with the musicians, hoping from violin, to the piano. He then gets into a discussion on economics with the studio manager.
Also, Jenna Jameson is one of the smartest persons I've met. Ever.
I was on set for an HBO/Showtime series last Fall. I was the only "porn guy" on set, and I felt like a lab bunny. The default assumption was that I'm a Neanderthal and would whip out my penis at any given moment--that I could not be trusted with women alone without bursting into spontaneous fucking.
When we broke for lunch, one of the assistant directors asked me what I was scribbling longhand in my notebook. I told her (only because I was asked) I'm a writer. Silence. Then, a wave of laughter erupted across the table. That was a napalm-soaked log tossed into my furnace of desire. That night, I cranked out 20 pages.
Amen.
Tuffy the Dump Truck may rarely increase the risk of a heart attack or stroke. The risk may be greater if you have heart disease or increased risk for heart disease (for example, due to smoking, family history of heart disease, or conditions such as high blood pressure or diabetes), or with longer use. Tuffy should not be taken right before or after heart bypass surgery. Also, Tuffy may infrequently cause serious (rarely fatal) bleeding from the stomach or intestines. This effect can occur without warning symptoms at any time while taking Tuffy. Older adults may be at higher risk for this effect. (See also Precautions and Drug Interactions sections.) Stop taking Tuffy and get medical help right away if you notice any of the following rare but serious side effects: bloody or black/tarry stools, persistent stomach/abdominal pain, vomit that looks like coffee grounds, chest/jaw/left arm pain, shortness of breath, unusual sweating, weakness on one side of the body, sudden vision changes, slurred speech. Ask your doctor if Tuffy is right for you.
I just watched Jenna Jameson on Oprah. and she was brilliant!
Brentinlouis Wrote: What was that rule about being intentionally annoying?
I just watched Jenna Jameson on Belladonna! Even more brilliant!
Welcome to the cult tyler!
I read Jenna Jameson's Biography! Most brilliant!
"...you want to be truly unselfish? Love someone or die for someone. Those are the only good deeds you can perform without any hope of personal gain."
I must admit that I have not read Jenna's book but now I will.
Originally, my plan was to go the route of narrative non-fiction with mine, but the porn industry is so ripe for satire, and there are a lot of things I have to say. Things that I'll get my ass sued for if I didn't frame it in fiction. I always wanted to write a novel relevant to the times anyway, and porn is a compelling subject so this was perfect.
My novel endeavors to be a mirror held up to the porn industry, and also a reflection of the society in which porn exists. There's no doubt that if it gets published, I'll be ostracized from the industry.
Things addressed or satirized that nobody in porn will break ranks on include.
1) The "LOL, HIV!" mentality.
*Visit any porn industry message board and do a topic search. That will sum up how many of my professional peers speak and think of the subject.
The outbreak of '04--boy that was fun. I had sex with a HIV positive girl and was quarantined as first generation. This was good. The fuck up? New people were outed (my choice of words explained soon) for being exposed or infected, daily. Some whom were exposed forged HIV tests to continue working. And people shot them. Many lied. There was an industry wide moratorium on all production in place until there was some kind of end to be found on the exposures. People filmed anyway.
*The debacle of '09 when the testing center didn't tell people that there were exposed performers in the talent pool, hiding information we pay them to disclose--the sole fucking purpose of the testing center's existence--allowing exposed people to continue fucking and exposing more people. A testing center executive's words, "It's really not a big deal."
2) The overt misogyny and racism-for-profit paradigm.
*Girls getting sodomized by ten men while their heads are dunked in (unfurnished) toilets, then getting the living hell beat out of them. Afterwards, the girl may have to wait a month for the check, which will invariably bounce.
*There was a stretch when producers asked if it's okay to call me "nigger" so often it should have been on my birth certificate. Porn is the only industry where a perfectly qualified person may be denied work, or be fired from a job solely based on race. Also, some talent request and receive more money for having to work with people of inferior race.
3) Drugs? What drugs?
*Not enough bandwidth to go into that one.
Even I am fair game in my roman à clef novel. I've done some exceedingly vile shit, and I'm here to tell you, I'm an ethically challenged man. The narrator is self aware.
Fiction allowed me freedoms I could not get away with otherwise. I turned it over to my first readers two days ago.
Tyler, I would love to read this. I'm sure many would, but I would love a screening copy...or an early draft. I'll certainly buy a copy either way. PM me if it's something you can do.
Stinging, as the thorn, is the splinter. From a seedling born...works itself under my skin.
"You are an insolent cuntface. If that happened to you, the UK would refuse to foot the bill on account of your fuckheadery."-tom9d
"Does fuckheadery count as a pre-existing condition?"-Fano
"Hunger is the best mustard"-Xec8
"i wanna see what a slutty shark looks like. i bet it loses a lot more teeth.-"BloodSugar1308
can i follow you on twitter, tyler? I'm scared though, because you're Tylerknightxxx
Brentinlouis Wrote: What was that rule about being intentionally annoying?
Sure. Let me have a chance to fix the issues my first readers find. By then, the book will suck a bit less. It's frustrating because My writing skill is not equal to my ambitions.
Don't worry, I never tweet not safe for work material. My tweets are kinda boring.
Sure. Let me have a chance to fix the issues my first readers find. By then, the book will suck a bit less. It's frustrating because My writing skill is not equal to my ambitions.
Awesome. You've created an interesting phenomenon here at The Cult....for me at least. You seem to have created a fan base not of your porn or celebrity, but rather of the "Phoenix Effect". The perception of what you are and represent and what you seem to be underneath...and evolving into. Deep really. Sort of a cocoon/metamorphosis if you will.
I have a feeling you're headed for much bigger things and at a rapid pace.
It's interesting, examining myself anyway, that if I'd had the choice as to whether or not to like you, I'd have chosen not to. You took that choice away from me. You raped me in that way...by taking away a choice...but ironically, that's what draws my unlikely interest.
Stinging, as the thorn, is the splinter. From a seedling born...works itself under my skin.
"You are an insolent cuntface. If that happened to you, the UK would refuse to foot the bill on account of your fuckheadery."-tom9d
"Does fuckheadery count as a pre-existing condition?"-Fano
"Hunger is the best mustard"-Xec8
"i wanna see what a slutty shark looks like. i bet it loses a lot more teeth.-"BloodSugar1308
So deep....
that's what she said
Damn you, Tyler, stop editing your post. I keep thinking there's something new in here to read!
When we broke for lunch, one of the assistant directors asked me what I was scribbling longhand in my notebook. I told her (only because I was asked) I'm a writer. Silence. Then, a wave of laughter erupted across the table. That was a napalm-soaked log tossed into my furnace of desire. That night, I cranked out 20 pages.
Good for you man.
"Plus, if I go too long without writing I start to turn into a real asshole." -misterwoe
"She'll like what she's told to like." -Mo'Don
Too, I will buy that book.
I remember the '04 moratorium well. Messed-up shizz.
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Tyler I have a question and it would be wonderful if you would answer.
I recently watched a documentary on the Porn industry and the interviewer spoke to many straight male porn-stars who due to financial reasons frequently went "Gay for pay." is this something you have ever found yourself doing?
"If there's one thing you can say about mankind, there's nothing kind about man." - Tom Waits
I recently watched a documentary on the Porn industry and the interviewer spoke to many straight male porn-stars who due to financial reasons frequently went "Gay for pay." is this something you have ever found yourself doing?
Never.
Lookit, I’m no expert, but from my many observations, any heterosexual man--even in dire financial straits-- that select gay porn as a viable financial solution would have to be predisposed at least to some extent (according to the Kinsey scale) to such activity to begin with.
I am not making judgements at all. If that person is pre-disposed, fine. It’s cool, just own who you are. Don’t hide behind money as an excuse. In times where at this very moment, millions---millions--of men across the country are facing grim prospects in caring for their families but the thought never crossed their mind to do gay porn, the money excuse is bullshit.
Even for the most desensitized (and I’m pretty far fucking gone) heterosexual pornstar, “gay-for-pay” isn’t on the radar any more than grabbing a ski-mask, gun, and knocking over a string of liquor stores would be on the menu of options for an 80 yrs old grandmother. It’s a Herculean leap.
We’re not just talking about the age-old hypothetical, “Would you give a blowjob for a million dollars?” asked by kids, or even turning a trick as a male prostitute for quick cash to make the mortgage payment where nobody would ever know. Gay porn would be disseminated to thousands of people to see in perpetuity, world-wide.
You can't hide it, deny it, or take it back for any amount of money. It's not an option to a temporary financial problem. Porn--gay or straight--is forever. Somewhere in that person’s mind, they decided that they would be okay with this, and did it anyway.
Again, not judging. If you are gay of bi and that's how you get down, cool. Be honest, at least to yourself.
Sure. Let me have a chance to fix the issues my first readers find. By then, the book will suck a bit less. It's frustrating because My writing skill is not equal to my ambitions.
Awesome. You've created an interesting phenomenon here at The Cult....for me at least. You seem to have created a fan base not of your porn or celebrity, but rather of the "Phoenix Effect". The perception of what you are and represent and what you seem to be underneath...and evolving into. Deep really. Sort of a cocoon/metamorphosis if you will.
I have a feeling you're headed for much bigger things and at a rapid pace.
It's interesting, examining myself anyway, that if I'd had the choice as to whether or not to like you, I'd have chosen not to. You took that choice away from me. You raped me in that way...by taking away a choice...but ironically, that's what draws my unlikely interest.
Thanks for the kind words.
I don't know how much is common knowledge, so I'll have to let anyone out themselves if they wish. The Search function, sadly, is no longer our friend. Also, porn "star" is a pretty loose term. There are few porn day-players. I think it comes down to sales and fame really, n'est-ce pas? I'm not up on the current crop of stars enough to know Who's Who. Seems Tyler Knight would be a big one.
Couple puns up there. Unintentional and unavoidable.
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