existence is punishment.
hi,
I guess this is kinda necessary, so here we go:
My name is Mike. I live in germany. I´m a big fan of chuck and for some crazy reason it took me years to join the community, obviously.
.I'm beginning to believe that anything I do to extend my life is just going to be outweighed by the agony of living it.
Existence is punishment. Yes. Yes it is.
Hello, Mike. I shall call you Henri.
I love the Henri videos!
So's my dick.
Also. Unbekanntischer.
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What are we being punished for Mike?
Hey Mike, what a dark way to start your welcome thread. Where in Germany are you from?
ah I see. always some funny guys/girls with way too much time on messageboards.
it`s good to see that some things never change.
@imke: sometimes you`ve gotta take things with a grain of salt. I`m from the west by the way.
.I'm beginning to believe that anything I do to extend my life is just going to be outweighed by the agony of living it.
The extremity of that statement would require a handful of salt, but I guess you're right.
Maybe you're not being serious at all, but perhaps you should take some of the others' comments with a grain of salt as well. 
which statement? "punishment is existence"?
nah, I was just listening to crowbar.
No worries, I`m not bothered by any comment at all.
I mean it`s the internet.
.I'm beginning to believe that anything I do to extend my life is just going to be outweighed by the agony of living it.
Ahh, a band. That makes sense.
You'd be surprised how upset people can get, haha.
Existence is punishment to too many degrees and suicide is punishment by continual existence where you left off in this world. Be scared. There is no easy way out.
Dark.
Tuffy the Dump Truck may rarely increase the risk of a heart attack or stroke. The risk may be greater if you have heart disease or increased risk for heart disease (for example, due to smoking, family history of heart disease, or conditions such as high blood pressure or diabetes), or with longer use. Tuffy should not be taken right before or after heart bypass surgery. Also, Tuffy may infrequently cause serious (rarely fatal) bleeding from the stomach or intestines. This effect can occur without warning symptoms at any time while taking Tuffy. Older adults may be at higher risk for this effect. (See also Precautions and Drug Interactions sections.) Stop taking Tuffy and get medical help right away if you notice any of the following rare but serious side effects: bloody or black/tarry stools, persistent stomach/abdominal pain, vomit that looks like coffee grounds, chest/jaw/left arm pain, shortness of breath, unusual sweating, weakness on one side of the body, sudden vision changes, slurred speech. Ask your doctor if Tuffy is right for you.
I believe the word you were looking for was edgy.
Probably not.
Not related but...
Hello, Mike. How much have you conquered so far?