She decided to go with:

Ouchies.

Oh shit I am posting lot this morning. But I was talking to a friend who webcams and come to find out guys can make a ton of money too. I mean I already jerk off why not get paid to do it. I was a little drunk last night and thought it was a good idea. Now that I am sober I realize its an strange idea that makes good money.

I knew a woman that got paid pretty well just to jiggle here huge floppy tits on the internet. They zoomed in on the fun bags and put it in slow motion for a fetish site.

She ended up getting further and further in the porn industry. And not high class stuff, either.

It was interesting and creepy to watch someone take that journey going a little further and further over the months and year, and getting more and more strung out as she went.

She also had a massive crush on me and would overtly come on to me in between talking about her new "modeling" job. Like, standing in the bathroom look me in the mirror up and down as she described the type of girl she liked, described me down to my chipped nail polish. When I would just up and walk away she it wouldn't phase her at all, just be back onto it at her next chance. (we shared a stairwell in an apartment so there was no not knowing her)

I swear, complete weirdo's are the only type of people I have ever attracted.

I considered video chat last year, when I was still thinking I'd go to Warwick and knew the tuition would be hell. I did send my CV to an agency, got a call for an interview, but the day I was supposed to go I turned off my phone and spent the day reading and thinking what a massive mistake I had been about to make.

It was stupid, very stupid, and I can't even understand what I was thinking.

Interview? wow here you just go to a siet. give them an email and get naked.

I think the point isn't to get naked and make the customers go away, but rather tease and talk about random shit for hours on end >>> $$$.

I never knew what the interview was supposed to be like. Although in the words of someone wiser, probably more like an "audition".

I probably wont do it. But if I really need the money its good to know that I have the option.

I'm surprised though. No agency hires males here.

Like I said its just different sites that you just give them a percent of whatever you make.
I am going to have drinks with my friend who does it just for shits and giggles.

The only time I ever considered doing porn, and it would have been for magazines not the internet, was that summer I was 20. I was homeless (again) and James was incarcerated and facing a hell of a lot more time if he couldn't pay least a large payment on some massive fines before his day in court for another thing he was facing.

It was the only way I could think of to make a lot of money fast, seeing as I wasn't in a position to hustle anything any other way as I'd cut contact with all my friends because I wanted to get clean.

I had an interview, in person at a coffee shop, with the sleaziest guy I have ever met, though he was extremely professional at the same time. When it came to the day to actually show up for work I couldn't bring myself to go and I am glad I didn't.

I didn't tell James about that interview for a few years either. He seemed to not know how to take when I did, but was relieved.

I believe this calls for

DEATHHUG!

I know a good number of cam girls. Its not quite porn but it sure is close. I sure as hell dont judge them for doing it though.

I'm eating steak with a spoon.

Thats fucked up. What the shit.

I would do porn if I only ever had to do films with James Deen. And if we didn't have to have any sex.

One day one of us Culties will be in porn andwe will be double checking the dressdown thread.

Tyler Knight is a porn star that was a cultie.

Ya but he doenst post anymore. Someone needs to take his place.

It was a long time ago. Over a decade. Other people have been through far more traumatic things than me, I just figure I've had the fortune of an interesting, if not always pleasant, life and look ahead not back.

But Thank You.

Anyway, I would anything for love but I won't do porn, no I won't do porn:

nevermind.

Wait. pooping in a public restroom can be troublesome. I got a messed up stomach so i am well versed at it.

Please don't do porn.

Any of you.

This includes stripping, camstripping, chat"talk", or any of the other ... whatchamacallits.

Just don't.

Dont want to have a nice evening planned out and have one of us pop up on your screen?

But what about the money??

Are you kidding? There isn't one of you I wouldn't fap to.

Then what are you worried about?

Naiive kids jumping into porn to make money.

Having read Tyler's stuff, aside from not even considering porn as an option in the first place, further confirmed my decision. Seems to really take a psychological toll aside from the physical affects. As much as you tell yourself that you are doing it with a sense of empowerment I think there will always be that moment when you are completely degraded and realize how deep in shit you are, metaphorically and literally at some point. Doesn't seem worth any of the money they offer. Hell I didn't even accept a 2 hour job at $100 an hour, that involved me standing on some platform naked to be photographed and filmed for an "art" book/video of the human form. That could have been some easy money but my integrity didn't allow me to go through with it.

I go to a strip club every other year. To make sure I'm up on my moves. Don't want to do the same old thing for my husband.
A few years ago, they closed the club on Wednesday afternoons to give free lessons to beginners. I tried it and it was friggin' tough!
fact:
The pole really does get dirty and oily quick, from palm sweat/thigh sweat.
Barefoot is the way to go for beginner.

Gross, aren't there coochie germs on that pole?

You clean the pole off every time. Its actually a law that the pole has to be cleaned between every dancer.
I know way to much about strip clubs.
And I hardly ever go.

You don't have to go to a strip club for pole dancing lessons these days

No, you guys can just come to my apartment.

That is going to be one messy apartment in the morning. I will leave asap.

Back at home which has 2-ply paper. Aww yiss.

My brother in law installed a stripper pole in his bedroom fro his wife for mothers day.

Didn't go over well.

Are you shitting me?

I am not.

He seriously did this.

For mothers day.

(James' brother, not my sisters guy)

Wow.

Now he doesn't get to drink anymore.

Supposedly the two are not related, but I am not so sure if that is true.

(I love using that.)

glad to help in your endevors

Amy, I've only seen gifs with James Deen, not any of his movies, but I seriously don't get the hype. And I saw the new trailer for Canyons yesterday, in which he stars along with Lindsay Lohan and damn, the dude sucks at acting.

don't know who James Deen is.

Isn't impressed.

that one spells his name with an A.

James Dean.

I do not know who James Deen is.

You should still not be impressed however, as I wouldn't have recognized James Dean off the cuff if it weren't for the hint of the entire conversation.