'Taking a break'
As those of you who took note of my being depressed and lame in PA know, I have been having relationship problems as of late. I finally got to talk to Carrie today.
Now I understand what went wrong in the first place. We are in two completely different places. She's very busy with school. She's triple majoring (Art History, Art Education, and French), and wants to graduate in four years because she can't afford to go longer. School is her first priority, above everything else.
I, on the other hand, am not concerned with school at all. I put her first always.
There's really no way to meet in the middle there.
After an hour and a quarter of talking, silence, and me crying way too much, we finally got everything sorted out. That's all I have wanted; to know what was going on, and what was going to happen.
We are taking a break right now, at my suggestion. I don't even know what 'taking a break' means, but oh well.
I feel better now. I'm not particularly happy, of course, but this is the best I've felt in almost two months. I'm just glad we ended on a good note. I don't want to lose her as a friend. That would suck!
So, um. What exactly does it mean to 'take a break'?