You're sad, but you don't care. You're sad that you don't care even, but you don't really care that you're sad, which just makes you sadder and encourages you to continue not caring.
-Over contemplate your need for change only to arrive at the conclusion that change is unattainable
-Delete all of your music because you can't find anything to listen to
-Expose your nocturnal blue eyes to an abundance of sunlight