I just wanted to post this to say that I'm really sorry for killing a bunch of threads that everyone was (apparently) very, very attached to. It was incredibly insensitive of me, as I was acting out of my own interests and curiosities (i.e. "What would happen if...") rather than thinking of the good of the group.
I don't have much of an explanation that would satisfy anyone either, I'm afraid. It was just "one of those days" for me. And I felt like I had to do something new (daring, risque, whatever), or else just be bored with the same-old, same-old. Not to say that life is crummy or anything (life f*ckin rules!), but have you ever just had one of those days? Yeah. Today was one of those days for me.
It was a really shitty thing for me to do, and I'm very sorry. I won't be starting any new threads (save this one) for a while, and I'll TRY not to post so much, either. Kind of like jane now (whom I'm especially sorry to), I want to go and do some other things for a bit. This probably won't last long, but again like her, I'm going to try.
I'd love to see the erasure of my mostly moronic posts (i.e. nipples vs. ninjas on steroids vs. cat people, or whatever) raise the bar on the general level of discussion here (a'la - gasp - Brock Landers), but I know everyone uses the forums as an outlet for their various neurosies (Lord, how do you spell that word). Me for my tourettes (ha), Brock for his brains, etc. etc.
And that's the way it should be. But again, I didn't mean to make anyone mad or upset anyone or hurt anyones feelings or disappoint them. It was kind of an experiment, to see just how connected I was to something so ephemeral as internet posts. I'm kind of sad they're gone now, too. But this gives me the opportunity to try and build something better.
And if this isn't the most sanctimonious shit I've ever written, goddamn - I don't know what is. I'm sorry for that, too. :confused: I just hope anyone isn't too upset by what I've done.
Again, I'm really sorry. I hope you understand.
PS XChuck - Please stop worshipping me. I'm running out of underwear to send you. And go look at the friggin mix tape thread, and PM me. Doofus . I will do my best to get on the ball, and make the mixtapes I owe jane and you. Cool? Cool.