Buzzkill of the Day
I dunno she called me today and says she misses me and cant wait for me to come hom. I dont think she remembers saying a lot of what she said. Going home tonight, laying my feelings out, havnt decided if I am leaving or not.
As your attorney, my advise to you is to start drinking heavily(er).-Tuffy
Dude.
Fuck.
Dude.
What the fucking shit balls.
Fuck.
This is why we can't have nice things.
Sparks dob't last forever.
You kmow what lasts forever?
well. I don't know but it ain't fucking sparks.
:Like embers or something. That are frequently stoked, and new fuel is added too and are turned and tended. And let to burn and whatnot
Fuking sparks.
I'm sorry Noah.
This sucks.
I put effort into spelling this corretly to show ho much I feel this sucks.
Yeah Noah, Pepper's right, the sparks don't last forever. Nor do the butterflies when you're about to see them, the giddy feeling you have at all times, that natural high no matter what your doing. All of that goes away eventually, but that doesn't mean it has to be a bad thing. After 24 years of marriage and being with my husband for actually 28 years, there are many other levels of a relationship also to have. It probably helps that my husband travels with his job, so we have a chance to miss each other and desire each other. But I do like the fact that I'm with someone that I have grown up with and he knows me better than anyone else in this world, well except my Mom, but he knows the real me and loves me for me. I like after all the giddy and butterflies wear off. The real starts coming in and that's what I'm there for in all my relationships...family, husband, childre and friends. I want the real you, cuz I'm giving you the real me.
Sounds like you're in a rough spot Noah. I think you're doing the right thing by laying it all on the table and I hopes she does the same. Because if you stay together, this will be a good foundation to move forward with. I hope things work out the way your heart wants! 
Whatever Whore!
Haha Pepper's peppered.
Good lord was I ever. Yet I somehow managed to internet without doing anything exceedingly stupid.
This must mean I am growing as a person.
Me too! Also, I have my first hangover since I've come back to Austin.
Si vis pacem, para bellum
We should be proud of ourselves.
And I somehow have no hangover at all. I did take a pain pill and eat a full meal before I conked out, then got up in the middle of the night and drank a about a quart of water.
I sound like a professional drunk.
Had an awesome awesome night though. Didn't even burn the dinner and got to play with my favorite friend that I never see anymore. And she promised she belongs to me for Christmas eve. yay.
I've always wanted a slave for Christmas.
Si vis pacem, para bellum
Sucks Noah. Reminds me of this song:
My own buzzkill might not even be a buzzkill, just a realization.
Went out to a martini bar with some female friends last night. I totally spaced while I was there though. When I'm not out I know what I need to do, but in the field, I'm completely blank. I can't dance and the music is too loud to talk so how do people meet anyone in places like that? I felt really accomplished at one point because I actually started a convo! But the music was so loud I couldn't really hear her. 
My realization is that the club sucks for picking up women for me..
At least I danced with my friends.
No loud music is great. You play your cards right and you ask them if they want a drink or a smoke but outside so you can hear yourself think. Or you use it to get all sorts of close
As your attorney, my advise to you is to start drinking heavily(er).-Tuffy
I was the anchor for flip cup today and the first two games I didn't even get to drink cuz our team sucked. (Alcoholic problems). Honestly though, today has been great.
I got really sad last night because my friend brought me a ton of pictures of her deceased husband (who was an friend of mine) and I was going to put a couple on facebook but then I realised nobody cares.
Next I sat and things got worse as I looked through the album and had all kinds of memories brought up and started ruminating on the passage of time, the way it just disappears.
I looked hot in this red dress I tried on but I wouldn't have any reason to wear it any time soon.
Jacks girlfriend of over a year, went off to college 3 weeks ago. Before she left they decided they ere going to try the long distance relationship thing. She is a hour and a half away. She came home once and Jack went down there last Saturday and spent the day and most the evening. She broke up with him last night. She got drunk and made out with some guy who is in her business group. She had posted a pic of him and two other guy friends on her Instagram the other day. I knew this was going to happen, once she moved there and was around older guys. Jack said he hadn't really wanted to do the long distance thing, and I agreed. He is only seventeen and doesn't really need to be tied down at such a young age. I really liked Kaitlyn and we had really brought her into the family. She is a really shy and quiet girl.She made straight A's throughout her high school career. She is a really good girl. I would have never expected this with her though. I just figured she would go to college, start hanging out with older guys and kinda let Jack go gently and they would remain friends. Instead, she gets drunk, makes out with some guy like a loose little slut and rips Jack's heart out and stomps all over it! Someone has hurt my little chicken and Momma is mad.
I feel so bad for him. He has been so bummed all day. We've been talking all day off and on about it. He still wants to be with her. I asked him if he thought he would be able to trust her now. Also since that guy is in her group, she will be spending time with him. I asked him if he really wants to be worrying and stressing himself like that.
Young love heartbreaks are sooo hard to deal with. Do any of you have some suggestions on what to do with him or to tell him. With Haily it was easier, we would get lots of junk food, watch The Notebook, listen to Coldplay and she would cry, but she was onto the anger stage pretty quick and then moving on. I mean I know it's only day one, but boys are sooo different. He did cry a little, which made me even madder at her. I'm just having a hard time with this on knowing what to do for him and what advice to give him.
I. Need. Help.
Whatever Whore!
Certainly doesn't seem to be the type of girl he can trust. I say next time she comes home he slash her tires.
$642 to get the honeybadger out of my walls.
This is why we can't have nice things.
Weeds ended tonight ;___;
I feel so bad for him. He has been so bummed all day. We've been talking all day off and on about it. He still wants to be with her. I asked him if he thought he would be able to trust her now. Also since that guy is in her group, she will be spending time with him. I asked him if he really wants to be worrying and stressing himself like that.
Young love heartbreaks are sooo hard to deal with. Do any of you have some suggestions on what to do with him or to tell him. With Haily it was easier, we would get lots of junk food, watch The Notebook, listen to Coldplay and she would cry, but she was onto the anger stage pretty quick and then moving on. I mean I know it's only day one, but boys are sooo different. He did cry a little, which made me even madder at her. I'm just having a hard time with this on knowing what to do for him and what advice to give him.
I. Need. Help.
Poor Jack. I don't really have any advice on this but I think the pressure of trying to fit in was probably too much for her. Is he younger?
I only know one high school couple lasting through university. All the others broke up in their first two terms of being there.
She's probably just insecure, and not a loose little slut. Sucks for your son though. I don't know him at all, so I can't give you advice either, but you could just ask him if there's anything you can do.
Reading about things like this is so awkward for me, because I got together with my boyfriend when I was just 16, did the long distance thing for 4, 5 years, and we're still together. I feel like a weirdo, because I know this is how everyone thinks/thought about me/us as well.
That is exactly why I admire and respect you a freaking lot, Imke.
Reading about things like this is so awkward for me, because I got together with my boyfriend when I was just 16, did the long distance thing for 4, 5 years, and we're still together. I feel like a weirdo, because I know this is how everyone thinks/thought about me/us as well.
Nah, you shouldn't feel awkward, you should feel smug to be in a longterm meaningful relationship which has stood the test of time!
Incidentally, that one couple from highschool I mentioned in my previous post are in fact engaged. They're excellent together, too.
That one wisdom tooth that has already poked through and I haven't been able to have pulled out for over a month now has already started to fuck up my front teeth. Thank heavens I'm going to the dentist's on Wednesday.
I feel so bad for him. He has been so bummed all day. We've been talking all day off and on about it. He still wants to be with her. I asked him if he thought he would be able to trust her now. Also since that guy is in her group, she will be spending time with him. I asked him if he really wants to be worrying and stressing himself like that.
Young love heartbreaks are sooo hard to deal with. Do any of you have some suggestions on what to do with him or to tell him. With Haily it was easier, we would get lots of junk food, watch The Notebook, listen to Coldplay and she would cry, but she was onto the anger stage pretty quick and then moving on. I mean I know it's only day one, but boys are sooo different. He did cry a little, which made me even madder at her. I'm just having a hard time with this on knowing what to do for him and what advice to give him.
I. Need. Help.
That girl sounds exactly like someone I used to know. On the surface, she was... quite perfect. There were quite a few deep-seeded issues, apparently. She dated my best friend for 2 years, while she flirted with me the entire time. Nothing happened. She goes off to study 1500 miles away (after I told her that she had to be damn sure that she was gonna remain faithful to my friend, to which she said yes... hesitantly). Within a month, she was fucking two other guys.
Everytime she came back, all apologetic, they wound up back together, and everytime, she goes back and fucks some dude.
In the end, I decided she was quite sociopathic. No, sluttiness isn't the only thing that led me to that. But the way this girl was described reminded me a lot of her.
I'll stop before I ramble.
Si vis pacem, para bellum
No lets go with this.
When it comes to vengeance I am the master.
As your attorney, my advise to you is to start drinking heavily(er).-Tuffy
Well, I was actually jokingly referring to her as a slut. Hard to come across that way in typing I guess. I really don't think she's a slut though. She had a relationship before Jack that lasted 3 years. I reAlly do think she's a good girl, but I think college is going to maybe bring out her wills side. I think she should be single so she can enjoy her away college experience and Jack single and enjoying his Junior and Senior year of High School. Maybe after he and she graduate they could hook back up again, who knows. And I do think they should end it as friends if they can though.
I mean, I don't have any room to talk.... I've been with my first love since I was 14, besides for a few indiscretions on both of us during high school. When I was in 6th grade, sitting at the Lunch table, the Freshmen would be coming in for lunch as we were finishing up. I noticed my husband in line at the beginning of that year. I was so giddy for him and by the end of the year, after seeing him everyday, I was announcing to my girlfriends that I would marry him one day.
So Imke, I can relate and see nothing wrong with staying with the same person. I think it's a beautiful thing!
Whatever Whore!
Oh, Winnie..
(because my actual face is a mess)
All sorts of weird anxiety today.
As your attorney, my advise to you is to start drinking heavily(er).-Tuffy
I feel bad for my best friend. He just lost his job, which wasn't paying much to begin with. He's trying to be an actor, but is no longer in school and owes thousands. He is hardly ever cried in front of me, but I just spent an hour on the phone with him and didn't get to say hi to my new niece on FaceTime for my iPad because of it.
But I'd do it again. He's been my best friend for about ten years.
You have to be there for yuor friends. Well done sir.
As your attorney, my advise to you is to start drinking heavily(er).-Tuffy
Bus was super late today. Oh and that hot cheese guy has a serious girlfriend right now....was kind of a buzz kill but I realized the last time I saw him when I blushed like a fool that I didn't like his long hair.
There's this big guy at work, like really big. 400lbs i bet. We never made fun of him to his face because he's really nice but we used to joke with each other about him all the time, a coworker and i. Like if you get stuck in the hallway behind him, you're pretty much screwed because you can't get around and he walks really slowly. Or how he freaks out in his office and yells when things go wrong. Or that one time his car got towed because it was so full of fast food wrappers and trash that his apartment complex thought it was an abandoned car. Or how the only thing he talks about is Everquest with this other really nerdy guy at work. Anyway, he's been diagnosed with cancer and i feel really bad for him because he's such a genuinely nice guy and nobody deserves cancer. He left for treatment today and he said he may not be back. Sad.
Xia has a massive asma attack this morning and had to rush to the doctor, if it happens again she gets to go to the hospital. I was at the Doc's office myself when I got a text of a picture of her with a weird breathing machine in her mouth!
As your attorney, my advise to you is to start drinking heavily(er).-Tuffy
Be nice to nice fat people.
The mean ones, flay their souls.
This is why we can't have nice things.
Send him a get well card, it will make you both feel better.
As your attorney, my advise to you is to start drinking heavily(er).-Tuffy
Well, you, anyway.
This is why we can't have nice things.
Okay, that really wasn't fair of me. I'm sorry.
This is why we can't have nice things.
The mean ones, flay their souls.
I almost fileted a fat boy who was tumbling my lil pony unicorn pictures on one of the school computers. I needed to send something to the printer real quick and all the computers were full of db's fbing and youtubing. I almost murdered that lil fuck for being an asshole about not wanting me to use the computer for 15 seconds.
You don't know what he's doing his thesis on.
Well he sure as hell loves his lil technicolored ponies
It's a beautiful day outside today!
That crazy bitch is back for like the sixth time.
The bunheads smoked all my fucking cigarettes.
This is why we can't have nice things.
No more Nostalgia Critic
Really?? I was wondering why he hadn't posted anything in awhile. That last one had that introspective rant, to which there did seem to be an essence of honesty.
Si vis pacem, para bellum
Oh shit! There's a whole final series of vids I didn't see. I usually just check the front page.
Si vis pacem, para bellum
I forgot to wash the cutting boards so I had to chop my cucumber over a NAAAAPKIIIN!!!
Dude, that blows. I'd say take the upper hand and just leave regardless (I don't know how you can handle that without flipping up and out of there), but this is way too advanced to be playing games, I guess.
Si vis pacem, para bellum