Buzzkill of the Day
My last shrink I helped come out of the closet.
This is why we can't have nice things.
The shrink is kind of strange and something is way off about him but I don't know what yet. I'll give him a chance.
I hope you all have had a lovely day.
(no buzzkill I just thought I'd post here to follow up)
Keeping a diary is good. I used to keep one until I was 16, and I regret stopping. I started one on my last birthday in September and my 2013 resolution is to write every day. I only missed 3 days so far. It helps, really.
We have the shittiest rain ever, it's been raining since last night, and I get all the Warwick updates on my Facebook feed about snow and "severe weather". I want snow, too! 
My boyfriend has a gig in this really dingy pub in the middle of fucking nowhere tonight but I really don't want to go out! It's not on a good public transport route and I hate everyone going. It also finishes late.
URGH!
the things we do for love !
I'm not comfortable around male shrinks. Once, one told me I reminded him of his daughter and showed me her pictures from a luxury liner cruise, on his desk. And he had a huge woodie, when he got from behind his desk. He acted like it wasn't there, and was smiling and kept talking. Ugh. It was like a tent.
I refused to ever go to him again.
The female, that my husband and I had for counseling was great. She mostly went with what my husband said. But, she reminded me of a cool friend of my mom's. She was very relaxed and was like talking to a mutual friend.
I think that's the way it's supposed to be.
Sema, that dude therapisr thing sounds bloody awful. What a creep!
Fuck.
Fuck
and yes ouch.
Drank to much, got black out drunk, puked my ass out. Got punched in the face. And then I was more hungover than I have ever been. I was sick to the point where I couldnt stand up without throwing up. Until 7 the next day I was dead to the world.
Now I am sober, but my face is fucked up. Doctor said that everything was going to be okay I was just going to look like hell for about a week!
As your attorney, my advise to you is to start drinking heavily(er).-Tuffy
I refused to ever go to him again.
The female, that my husband and I had for counseling was great. She mostly went with what my husband said. But, she reminded me of a cool friend of my mom's. She was very relaxed and was like talking to a mutual friend.
I think that's the way it's supposed to be.
What if there was some zany, sitcom story behind that, like he was the victim of some prank where they switched his heart medication with viagra, and he was unaware of the boner he had. But then it ends all sad with him having to go to the hospital for some heart complications, leaving the episode with a suspenseful, open-ended season finale. But then the next episode he's fine, and the whole gang's visiting him in the hospital while cracking jokes about his 8 hour boner, laugh track going off after every sentence.
That'd be a shitty show, but it's what I've come to expect from most modern sitcoms.
Si vis pacem, para bellum
"If you experience an erection lasting more than 4 hours, call a doctor."
Hells yeah, I called my doctor. I also called all my friends and my neighbors and all my exes and several total strangers whom I reached by punching telephone buttons at random...
This is why we can't have nice things.
Not, you know, to make light of the unpleasant situation being discussed prior to this tangent.
This is why we can't have nice things.
Nah, that was me. Mah bad.
Si vis pacem, para bellum
You took it to the edge. I pushed it over the cliff.
This is why we can't have nice things.
I was laughing with you guys. It's not like you were there, giving high fives to that weirdo. That happened a decade ago.
Taught me to never rely completely on others, because it maybe an utter fool that I am asking for help. That was a repulsive situation. Don't be a Blanche (Street Car Named Desire), and rely on the kindness of strangers. Strangers can be the strangest!
It does seem like a bad sitcom. Probably a story line for 'Two and a Half Men'. They would love that one.
Maybe don't be a Blanche for other reasons too.
Definitely don't be Stella.
This is why we can't have nice things.
Eugh Newgirl that is beyond creepy and weird I'm sorry you had to go through that.
Thank you guys for your support.
Buzzkill: got bailed on. What a surprise.
Fibromyalgia sucks.
What does bailed on mean?
It means she got left taking the piss. Oy!
someone took the piss out of her?
To bail on someone means to leave them behind.
Oooooh now I get it.
Baby brain.
I was silly enough to write my test translation on paper and now I have to copy everything on to the computer after I re-read it and make sure it's fine. However, I'm very proud of these 5 pages and they're probably some of the best I've done so far. If they don't take me they're idiots.
I've been awake since 3:30. Also, Kitty bugged me to feed her and then puked on the rug. Joy.
"I'm glad I live in the GPS era. In a different century, I would've set off to visit the other side of the village and wandered off into the mountains and been eaten by a carnivorous plant. Or discovered the Americas."
-LaJessica
Completely agreed. I'm sure you'll get chosen.
I mean, I even had a few poetry lines and made them rhyme (which they didn't in English, I don't know about the original language). Particularly proud of one of the two verses, but I sent them to my classmate to give me feedback, too. Getting used to the idea of working together on translating poetry, which I don't like too much, but it's a much bigger challenge than fiction.
A friend of mine asked me a few days ago if I wanted to see a movie with him on Friday and I said yes. So, yesterday, Friday, he texts me saying that he's going to see another movie with someone else.
So yeah.
What a prick.
The swimmer?
Yeah. Still pretty upset.
Silly boy.
Bloke was a real dick earlier today and now he's acting is if nothing happened!
I got a really cute new pen that has dots on it. It's a gel roller thing and it's got a rubberized stylus on one end, but the stupid lid won't click on top and stay on there. Like it's' not supposed to, as opposed to just being defective. How am I supposed to use this pen now? Hold the cap in my left hand while I write with my right? Leave it on the desk/counter/table? It doesn't go there. It goes on the end of the pen for safe keeping unless the stylus is being used. This is really bothering me because the dots match my tablet case and my droid case and I thought there'd be some real harmony.
I can't let it go, either. I know this is neurotic and abnormal, but I can't help it.
Last night Lily spent the night at a neighbor girls house and the girls older brother spent the night here with my boys.
Today the mom informs me that they just found they have lice.
Oh god don't let us have caught lice!!!!!
I informed the other two families that we have had contact with in the past few days, which was not as bad as it could have been because I wasn't telling them we had it, but rather that we have been in close proximity with people who have and it is too soon to tell if we have caught it and passed it on, but to check over the next week just in case.
I can't let it go, either. I know this is neurotic and abnormal, but I can't help it.
The sad thing is, as I was reading this, I was clenching my jaw hard because it's so frustrating to even think about. Burn the abomination!
The same thing happened when I bought my fountain pen. The cap doesn't go on the back. Grrrrr. I just have to leave it on the table. 
You. put. your. caps. at the end of your pens? Whoaaa.
I can't stand that.
When I lend my fountain pen I always make a point of telling everyone not to dare put it there. These Jordi Labanda silly pens look awesome but the cap cracks if you put it on the back.
You lend your fountain pen?
Not doing that is like the number one rule of fountain pens. It ruins the nub.
Grr, my Parker fountain pen I'm using right now has that problem, Irina!
I also really try to not allow anyone to use my fountain pens as they always fuck up the nib.
Very rarely, because I don't use ballpoint pens at school.
We have a selection of different pens at work and I have picked my favorite. Using a different pen is pretty much impossible now. I also don't lend my pen to others, they get their own.
Oh my god. I only got a 2.1 (B or whatever) for this story we had to do for an assessment. Had to write in the style of Martin Amis' Time's Arrow. I deserved a fucking 1, I know I did.
I need to put my head down, keep my heart out of it and finish this year and a half and never ever go back to academia because it's nonsense.
I'm pretty upset. Never mind.
That bloody book is cursed!
You should definitely ask your lecturer where you lost marks.
Not doing that is like the number one rule of fountain pens. It ruins the nub.
Nib. It's called a nib.
"I'm glad I live in the GPS era. In a different century, I would've set off to visit the other side of the village and wandered off into the mountains and been eaten by a carnivorous plant. Or discovered the Americas."
-LaJessica
You should definitely ask your lecturer where you lost marks.
Yeah I haven't had the story itself back yet, just been emailed the mark. So I might agree with them I suppose. But I kind of feel that I've been unfairly penalised because of my attendance right now. I might just be being a brat!
pepper, I'm gonna pray your kids didn't get cooties. My brothers caught that in Cali when they were small kids. I felt so bad for them. And my mom flipped out and cut off all her hair.
Fountain pens?
Jesus you guys.
Gonna be dipping pheasant plumes in jars of squid in next.
This is why we can't have nice things.
The shrink is kind of strange and something is way off about him but I don't know what yet. I'll give him a chance.
I hope you all have had a lovely day.
(no buzzkill I just thought I'd post here to follow up)
I'm glad you're seeing someone. So many people say they will, sometimes time and time again, but never do.
"I'm glad I live in the GPS era. In a different century, I would've set off to visit the other side of the village and wandered off into the mountains and been eaten by a carnivorous plant. Or discovered the Americas."
-LaJessica