Buzzkill of the Day
Your gals? Are you a pimp?
Sorry about your problems, that's a very harsh environment to be in. I wouldn't cope well under that pressure.
Goals. Damn iPad.
What is your actual job?
I hate goal setting at work. At least we get to set our own here, I suppose.
Data entry at an insurance company. Supposed to complete 85 a day. My record is 47.
So is that goal actually obtainable? If not you should say so.
PS. Data entry! URGH!
They want 60 by the end of next week. I think I can. I think I can.
That guy I have sexy dreams about all the time is such a dick. This thread of conversation has appeared on my Facebook newsfeed thing and it's actually properly shocking what a prat he is.
Totally would though. Sigh.
I think I am getting sick.
Sore throat, slightly swollen around my lymph nodes and a runny nose.
Oh god everything hurts I must be dying.
whhhaaaaaa
Yeah I'm a sick too.
I am going to attempt to eat some soup. Pray for me.
With garlic!
Did 65 today. Boo ya!
My friend had a condom accident. Took the morning after pill. Still got pregnant. Has to get abortion. 
Awww man that is really sad. Sorry your friend has to go through that.
That's either Really Bad Luck or she's carrying the Messiah.
This is why we can't have nice things.
Dang. She's gonna need you. Especially if the dick in this situation is...being a dick.
I worry that my customized case I ordered won't be sent because it says the name of my favorite band on it. Copyright woes.
I hope if they decide not to send it, I at least get my money back.
Damn, that's a real buzzkill.
Similarly I found out last night that my (crazy)friend lost her baby. There was no heartbeat. The douchey ex came with her for the operation but left straight afterwards, despite the doctor saying she needed to be supervised for 24 hours. She's spent the whole evening alone, crying in her apartment. I keep texting her as she doesn't want to speak on the phone, and is too embarrassed to ring her parents....who incidentally told her they would give her money and a new car if she had an abortion.
god what a prick.
You are a good friend Harriet.
My goodness, poor girl and ugh, her parents.. They must mean well, but geez.
I know, they're such twats. I really want to ring them up and shout at them but it wouldn't help (and my friend wouldn't appreciate it, I'm sure).
And thanks, Pep.
That's awful, I hope she's okay. I hope she never bothers with that guy again, he sounds atrocious.
She should still take her asshole parents for that new car. Fuck them!
I'm single. We just weren't happy at all. It's like, I don't want to be alone but I don't want to be with him either, and I love him and he's my best friend but there's nothing else there. I'm so miserable right now. Have to go through this to be happy again or I'll just stay unhappy and wishing it will change. Just wish I wasn't alive anymore. I don't know. It's really hard.
DOUBLE UNHAPPY TOWN! I'm sorry Amy!
Have to write an essay comparing and contrasting Delhi and Isfahan. Too many distractions.
Amy I am sorry to hear about that.
Thanks you guys. We've been together for 3 years and he's my best friend but I just don't feel in love or anything. But then I don't know what I want because it feels horrible breaking up. I really hate this, it feels like there's no right answer and I just won't feel good again either way.
Maybe you just need some space for a while to sort out how you feel about him as far as having any sort of future together.
Does he feel the same way as you right now, or is he taking it hard?
I'm sorry Amy. I hope you feel better soon.
Amy, I hope you get through this okay. I'm thinking about you & hoping you're feeling alright soon.
Yeah Amy, I hope you get through this, nice and happy on the other whichever side it is. And Harriet, your poor friend. That guy and parents should be ashamed of themselves. A bribe for an abortion? That seems so weird and desperate and just sad. I keep thinking of her dealing with this in her room crying and it makes me feel so sorry for her. Hattie, I'm glad she has you to comfort her. You probably mean the world to her right now. 
Whatever Whore!
Ok guys, you really gotta pull me out of this flu/depression hole. This is the only thread I seem to post in lately. Get ready for a small rant.
I'm on day 6 of flu and day 3 of ZPack. I did feel a little better whenever I woke up in my pool of sweat this morning. Better than the last two mornings, so that's good. I thought I felt good to run to the little food mart that's maybe 3 minutes from my house, but felt like I had put in a 12 hour shift of work when I got home. Quite the recovery time for that little burst of "oh I have energy and going to the store is not going to kill me." I texted with a woman today that had this during the holidays and she said she didn't have the energy till the end of the 2nd, yeah I said 2nd WEEK!! OMG
When I relapsed, I had been off my anti depression med for one day. ( no, that's not why I relapsed.they don't leave your system that fast) on the other hand, now I've been off of them for over two weeks and I'm feeling super weird on top of sick. The doc I was seeing for this medication, sent out a letter about her upcoming retirement, a heads up to be finding yourself a new doc for your meds. So, the doc I went to forever and delivered all my kids has actually come out of retirement, but my appointment isn't till the 12th. They did call me back a few days after making the appointment, to tell me if I couldn't wait, I could come in through the express care anytime and see one of the other docs who would have no problem writing me a script for 30 days and at my appointment my doc would get me back on track with my 90 day fills. Soooooo then......Cue the Flu Okay no problem, while at the express care the other night, not the one my new doc is at, but one close to home, that doc called it into the pharmacy right next to the express care along with me Nd Jacks slacks. Finally I'm going back on them. Uh no, you crazy ass, your regular pharmacy a half hour in the other direction of where you are, is blocking you from feeling it anywhere else. Well that wouldn't be so bad, I'll just get it tomorrow whenever I've got one days dose of my ZPack in me and feeling better anyways. Uh, that's a big fucking no, since when you wake up the next morning the grim reaper is all cuddled up next you you in your fever sweat deathbed!! GOODMORNING!
So yeah, haven't been well enough to make the drive to get them and everyone in my family is treating me like not only the plague, but the poor dying person, that if we don't talk to or anything, she may just disappear. Yeah, no help. I've had dishes in the sink for 2 days now and no one would dare think about washing them. It might break them.
I no its bad, but I like to be treated like a baby when I'm sick. I like to be helped out when I feel this bad, because it usually takes something this bad to hold me down this long. So you know I'm sick if, you see me that morning and 12 hours later, I'm in the same spot and there are some things out of order in the house. I cannot relax with dirty dishes, but they could rot for all I care.
Anyhow, I'm sorry all I do right now is come in this thread and write super long post about how sick I am, but DAMMIT, it's all I have right now. And being of my antidepressants for over two weeks, has me feeling. You know, letting me feel my feelings like a normal person.
I definitely prefer the NOT feeling, because otherwise, I'm such an emotional person that I feel like a blubbering, feeling mess.
I promise you guys I will be back to myself soon. If I feel good enough to go get the meds tomorrow, I'm going. It will be worth the lack of energy for the rest of the day. And if not, I'm sending Jack at 5 when he gets home from practice. Haily has to work tomorrow, so she can't till early even either.
So, Thanks again for letting me rant in here as usual You guys are the best!!
Whatever Whore!
Dude it's perfectly fine to want to be helped when you're sick. They should be more sensitive to that.
And Amy, I hope you're feeling better soon, whatever happens next.
I'm really sorry, Amy. Feel free to message me if you need to talk/vent.
I'm sorry too, Amy. I hope you get through this hard time quickly.
Feel better soon, Winnie. You have a right to be looked after and tell your son to wash the bloody dishes!
Really sorry to hear that Amii. You are being very brave confronting him and your feelings in this way and you are clearly doing it in best interests, whatever your final decision. Can one of you move out for a few days to get some space/clarity?
How is he taking it?
He just wants to stay together, which is worse, and I just wish I felt like he does because he still feels romantically involved. The thing is I would miss him so much even though I fight with him a lot. It's the worst when it ends up like this, it's impossible to decide whether I am happy enough staying with, essentially, a friend for forever, or whether I lose that and hope to meet someone else with whom I feel a bit more strongly for.
I feel a little bit better today. But I think that's mostly because, eventually, I said we ought to give it a week or something so I just don't feel worried about being alone. I love him though, I don't know if wanting more is greedy. Ugh. You're all so lovely, thank you.
Wanting more is not greedy, you're young and don't need to settle. Maybe time apart will make you realize that you either do love him anyway, or that it was good that you broke up. It could give you more clarity.
Like, I don't care of two of my friends hang out with each other without me, obviously that happens in life. But it's kind of a buzzkill when you try to set up time to see them, and they're both busy. And then one of them says we'll all three have coffee, and you find out the two of them go to have a drink of coffee without you. I mean, maybe they just need girl time or something. But still.
Maybe you should get more friends, then it wouldn't bother you so much.
"I'm glad I live in the GPS era. In a different century, I would've set off to visit the other side of the village and wandered off into the mountains and been eaten by a carnivorous plant. Or discovered the Americas."
-LaJessica
God Winnie. Feel Better.
I'm sick too, but not that bad.
I'm not sick enough to justify staying in bed but too sick to think completely clearly to try to get anything done at all.
I'm like, fuzzy and bleary.
I made myself whole wheat toast, boiled eggs and a sliced up apple (and more coffee) for breakfast so I am hoping that is nutritious enough to give me energy to think and accomplish a little bit of things at least.
I've been sick all week. It blows.
"I'm glad I live in the GPS era. In a different century, I would've set off to visit the other side of the village and wandered off into the mountains and been eaten by a carnivorous plant. Or discovered the Americas."
-LaJessica
That does suck. Sorry to hear that Chris. Did you confront them about it?
Jesus Winnie that sounds fucking horrible. Feel better soon.
And thanks, Pep.
Give me there number, I will ring them up for you?
Shit dear, I am sorry. Break ups are never good. Relationship trouble stress everyone out beyond reason. I mean come on you know my shit. My good friend just broke up with his girlfriend last night, I just got out of my mess. I know all to well how breakups go down.
But hey smile, youre tons of cute. Have lots of awesome cats. And come on your a Cultie.
Dont mind me off day.
As your attorney, my advise to you is to start drinking heavily(er).-Tuffy
I'm going to see if Haily will drop me some things tomorrow on the porch, after she gets back from her Papaws surgery.
Dammit! You caught me on the tickle/rub on my back thing. I almost had you though huh?
But seriously, I would give anything to have someone put me to sleep that way tonight. Instead, I'm just gonna have to go with the Nyquill Cold and Flu remedy to lull me to sleep. It never fails me when I'm sick like this. So I'm pretty sure I will sleep good:)
Whatever Whore!