Buzzkill of the Day
It's not about Freedom or even Guns.
It's about Reagan shutting down every mental hospital in the country.
It's about the continued denial of even basic mental-health care to those who are without hope, those who are despairing, those who can envision nothing left but to blow everything the fuck up.
This is why we can't have nice things.
My friend got really serious for a moment about her situation with her boyfriend, and how she was confused and concerned about going abroad for school next year, and she said "I love him so much" and I accidentally laughed. I'm not used to seeing her like this, and when I get nervous or surprised, I laugh. And she thought I was making fun of her. I explained that I wasn't and I was totally honest and explained why I laughed, but now I feel bad.
Poor Lily spent the morning throwing up and idiot me had to take care of her with the hangover from hell.
Yes I am sick too sweetie, don't feel sorry though, this was self inflicted.
Ah well, I needed a good drunkening after spending the day reading all those horrible things. And if the worst damage I did while drunk was bleach behind the toilet and dust under the couch, I guess I can live with myself and this hangover.
Hope Lilly feels better soon and that your hangover clears up!
I missed the roller derby christmas party tonight because when it was all being booked I got nervous about going and was worried I might have a bad time because I don't like myself but as always I really regret not going.
Some people maybe just need that guilt of what they did in order to not do something worse down the line?
People like that don't have guilt. They should be removed from society.
Go to big boy time out = jail or the chair.
Issy has pnuemonia. Bad.
We are banned from daycare for a week. That's good and bad.
Hope Issy is okay! Pneumonia, scary.
I had another dream about that guy, pretty good dream, so now I'm completely infatuated. Ugh. Could have seen him today, too, but cancelled my lift to the thing so can't go now. I'm in hell. Please brain, stop.
My coworker(bosses sister snapped at me today for no reason) I asked her to do something but she lost it and tried to make it seem like i was giving her a hard time. She made a scene in front of the customers and made me feel like shit.
That's such a bad thing to do, it really makes the person who does it look like a dick. I worked at a shop once and these two started shouting at me right in front of the customers and the customers were telling me I shouldn't put up with that and I should leave, so think about how good it made you look because I guarantee customers went away thinking, "That sexy lady who works here really handled that well! Not like that troll with all the shouting,"
Thanks. I just felt bad because I know she is under a lot of stress but I felt like i asked her nicely and that it was something that should not have been a big deal. She got a good tip from that party for leaving pitchers on the table while i was busting my ass serving different tables without one pitcher to at the very least serve water. I thought that was fucked up because I know had I done that she would have been pissed.
when my father was killed in a car accident last year someone stole his wallet. i have no idea if it was someone who showed up at the accident first, someone from the paramedics, the fire brigade or even the police. my dad was a firm believer in cash and he was always carrying about big sums. so someone helped themselves by helping my father quite a bit.
still makes me angry.
I`m so sorry to hear that, Barbara. Can`t believe the things people do...
lame. What a jerk.
That reminded me of what Gabe said when i picked him up from work last night though.
"Arrrgh! It pisses me off that all the waitresses there are so attractive!... Because they keep asking me to do things they could do when I am sawmped already! 'Gabriel, will you take this garbage out? I don't want to get all wet and dirty.' ggggrrrrrr."
my poor boy
When I'm king, being in the kitchen while somebody is cooking, if you aren't cooking, will be punishable by death.
Hail King Nightrious!
OH YOU WERE IN THE WAY OF THE KNIFE DRAWER. BETTER GO STAND IN FRONT OF THE FRIDGE.
You see me with this heavy pot of boiling water heading to the sink? Yes, directly in my path then jumping around like you don't know where to go is the exact best thing for you to do right now. How clever of you.
Had a nap and another dream about him. I'm dying now.
Social Skill Acquired.
Level Up!
Amy, SNAP OUT OF IT!!
Pica, I'm so sorry about that crazy sociopath stealing from your father. That is incomprehensible.
Honestly think there is a little karma, but I don't like to wait for it. If I can catch someone doing something wrong, I'll give karma a hand and do my part to make it right - on the spot.
franc, you are so right. Had to quote your quote.
Jaz, I keep typing Jax for your name and correcting it. But, anyhow that chick is totally unprofessional. No way around it. Don't care if she is PMSing or not. She owes you an apology. We ALL go through some shyt, but that doesn't give anyone an excuse to make a friend or coworker the whipping boy for our problems.
Yeah I'm okay now. It's passing, thank fuck. Dreams have a big effect on me sometimes.
I had a dream that we bought a condemned condo and found a colony of feral cats in it but Drew wouldn't let me keep any of them because of the dog. There were all kinds - gingers, silver tabbies, black ones, etc, and they were all ages and sizes. There were some tiny itty bitty baby ones that hadn't even opened their eyes yet and they were all very skinny so I told him that I was going to at least feed them and he relented and helped me do that and also clean up the place so they could live there comfortably and then we lived next door.
Aw but that sounds like a happy dream.
It's not real life, though. Bummer.
Heck, it's good to have a fantasy, Amy.
If you don't have fantasy, you are stuck with flat porn.
Which is okay. But, not as personal, and less liberating than dreaming up your perfect guy satisfying your every need.
Carry on, with the cute guy dreams. 
Or else you end up repressed like this.
I like May!
It's depressing, though. Because I'm fat and not attractive and I can't convince myself he would ever want me. So I want it to just go away.
I've seen a couple of pictures of you (not many of course), but I'm like 90% sure you're not fat, and 100% sure you're not ugly. If I remember correctly, you're pretty good looking.
Thank you that's sweet. Sorry for that little outburst, I'm having a spot of depression the past few days. Ugh.
It's okay. There are quite a few of us here who understand what it's like to deal with that. Sometimes you just need to get feisty or sad or everything in between.
Yeah, you're a babe. Come on.
I was pretty close to throwing up while changing a soiled nappy today.
Hahaha that's the worst.
I was such a moron thinking Anathema would be really hardcore and something I would never like. Now I love their songs and downloaded the whole discography.
I have a sore throat so I can't go swimming and still can't record my new song! Grrrr
i just dropped a big big jar of christmas cookies behind the shelf i intended to put it on. it took me two hours to bake those. now the broken jar is lying behind the shelf and i can´t be arsed to move it just to clean up the mess. i think i´ll just leave it there.
for now at least.
Can I come over and save all the cookies?
Mum's been baking all day and I got allowed to eat some, because I "happened to forget" today we were supposed to stop eating dairy. Yummy.
they fell about two meters, i don´t think there is anything left but crumbs. heart-shaped, nougat- filled chocolate cookies. at least i tried one before i smashed them.
That's heart breakin'.
I love your dessert pictures! Did you say that you are a baker?
I always joke to kids at the daycare, "You can grow up to be a fireman, or president or even better to me - a baker!"
Barbara's the awesome photographer around. I'm still waiting for all the pictures in that cookbook.
More Xia drama ahead, But this is kind of funny.
Long bullshit story made short. Her dad used to be in a biker gang. Her squater friend who wants to kill me knows these people.(He is in mexico now by the way)
From what Xia tells me they want a picture of me and information on where I work and if it wasnt for her I would be in serious pain if not dead.
Yup, welcome to my life.
I also made a joking comment to one of my friends along the lines of, "Jesus did anyone like her." and it got back to her. So fucking christ its like being back in highschool.
Theres a lot more to it but who cares at this point.
If I end up dead I want you all to throw a party and speaches out of all of you.
As your attorney, my advise to you is to start drinking heavily(er).-Tuffy
Call the police. It will at least show that you mean business.
"His taste in women was as bad as his heart was good."
for now at least.
Well, there goes the five second rule...
I would call the police but it wouldnt amount to anything but more drama and trouble.
I could use some adventure in my life anyways.
As your attorney, my advise to you is to start drinking heavily(er).-Tuffy
Personally I would call the police if I thought there was anything in it.
Eh empty threats and intimidation. Right now I just want to go back to bed.
Actually I want to go to Cassie's bed. But my friends are in town and I am ready to not deal with people right now.
As your attorney, my advise to you is to start drinking heavily(er).-Tuffy
Calling the police won't accomplish anything.
I suggest severing ties as much as possible with anyone and everyone that has anything to do with her, and those you cannot sever ties with simply refuse to hear her name or speak her name. If she is brought up, say you don't want to hear it, it has all gone too far and it is time to let the breakup be over and you wish her well. Walk away if you have to to get your point across if someone insists on speaking of her after you say you are not interested and if they try to pry words out of you about her just stick to 'she is a nice person and I wish her well and that is all I have to say.'
Eh all my friends, or our friends, Know she is on the war path and crazy. Well exept my buddy Tyler who is a little in love with her. But thats another story. Anyways the people I hang out with all know whats what and know she is a bit unstable at this point. SO its all good.
As your attorney, my advise to you is to start drinking heavily(er).-Tuffy
I suggest severing ties as much as possible with anyone and everyone that has anything to do with her, and those you cannot sever ties with simply refuse to hear her name or speak her name. If she is brought up, say you don't want to hear it, it has all gone too far and it is time to let the breakup be over and you wish her well. Walk away if you have to to get your point across if someone insists on speaking of her after you say you are not interested and if they try to pry words out of you about her just stick to 'she is a nice person and I wish her well and that is all I have to say.'
^This.
The point pep is trying to make is that the more you talk about it/her it's going to make more problems for you. The sooner you just drop the topic all together will make it easier to move on.
"I came to realize that, in essence, this is the way we in America want things to be. We want our freedom, and we want our firearms, and if we have to endure the occasional school shooting, so be it.
[...]
Children will continue to pay for a freedom their elders enjoy."
Gregory Gibson, father of an 18-y.o. murdered in a 1992 school shooting.