Buzzkill of the Day

Poor girl.

I have no fucking clue. She said we were no longer a couple, but i think its more of a break. I am kicked out right now. Shouldnt really be at work right now. Should be alone.

You're so exactly like an ex-girlfriend of mine that it's truly scary.

Edit: I'm referring to irina, of course.
Noah, I'm sorry.

I think they're in some sort of open relationship now. I don't understand that, but it's not my problem. A whole year I felt bad and agreed we wouldn't see each other, right after he told me it was getting serious with her. Then when they were separated he told me about all the crazy shit that she pulled, so now I don't feel bad about her. I seriously don't know why they stay together, to be honest, because from what he tells me they keep fighting and nothing is the same. But who am I to judge?

That sucks, it sounded like you were really set on fixing whatever issues you guys had. I hope you are able to work it out together.

An open relationship is nothing but an excuse to date and fuck other people. Just don't be together!

I am set on getting this fixed. Just loosing my shit at work right now.

And I have never seen an open relationship last for a long period of time. It sounds like fun but someone will always get hurt.
Just stick with fuck buddies.

Noah, that is terrible. I am so sorry this is happening in your relationship. Just in the couple weeks you've been back your posts have seemed so in love with her, and it makes me sad that things have gone down hill. I would invite you for dinner and would get you so drunk you couldn't see straight if I could afford to right now. I really hope you can work it out.

Irina. Forget what I said earlier, I didn't realise he was still with the other woman. Years ago I was seeing a guy that had a girlfriend. He told me everything this guy is telling you. I guarantee, word for fucking word, without you even telling me the words he has said to you. He made me feel great about being with him and laughing at her stupid crazy bitch self. He was awesome. It was so fun. Thankfully it only took me four weeks to realise he was nothing but a lying guy after the free pussy I was providing him. Yes, I'll be crass like that. Because that is the truth. I hope you can wake up.

If you like being used and are having fun using him, whatever, like I said it is your life. But at least realise the truth of it all.

I don't understand the concept of open relationships anyway. If you wanna be with someone, just fucking be with them. And just them. No fucking around, no cheating, no fighting. If it works, go on, if it doesn't, make it work, if it still doesn't and you still fight non-stop, leave. Another friend of mine has been with his girlfriend for 3 years, but they fight every single week, go on a two-day break then get back together. I just don't get that.

If I were having more sex and could easily afford to lose one person, I wouldn't see him anymore as long as he's dating someone. But since I've only slept with him for the past 2 years, once every few months, if that doesn't go in the TMI thread, I don't feel too bad. I'm not responsible for their relationship, it's not like *I* always call.

We never make fun of her, he only tells me about the relationship, I still don't know any specifics about her. He never tried to woo me in any romantic way, if that's what you're implying. It wasn't him who promised me the world and then fucked off. All these years, there has been that other guy (Andrew), who I was so head over heels in love with, and who I finally stopped having feelings for recently. And Alex, the fuck buddy. I never wanted to date him or anything more than sex, so frankly I'm perfectly ok with how things go.
And last night I finally talked to Andrew and told him just a tiny bit of the things that have pissed me off and disappointed me about him, and he apologised and was very touchy-feely, like he always is after I don't talk to him for a while. Then he said that thing I posted in the wishes thread and I really didn't need to hear that. I knew it, but he only twice before told me explicitly that he loved me. I just really don't need to hear it now that I'm over him. Or at least almost.

The woman I'm working for is the world's slowest at responding. I can't think of a way to explain that my time is what she's paying for and that she shouldn't be waiting an hour between correspondences nor can I charge her up the ass and expect her to continue business with me.

Talked to Xia, she still loves me going home tonight. I think things will be okay.

^5

Now stop screwing up.

I have a penis, I skrew up left and right.

Of course she still loves you. It doesn't just go away *poof*!

I'm happy for you. Now be nice.

Oh sweet jesus I will be. I got a lot of my own shit to figure out. The past 24 hours I have been loosing my mind, smoking way to much, and not eating. But now I am all sorts of great.
I really want dinner though.

This thread's all kinds of fucked up.

Lets get back to topic, I have the worst ingrown hair right now. Right on the belt line.

This is a late "Buzzkill" announcement. Last Thursday, when I was done having my booth and loading things up in the car, I had a allergic ragweed attack and my kings locked up on me. I'm a little over a half mile from my house. I had noooo idea what was happening and went into crazy panic mode. I was driving to the house, gasping for breath and my heart was racing like crazy! When I reached the driveway, I sat in the car for about 5 minutes, shaking and trying to relax and calm myself to catch my breath. It was so scary! The rest of the night and next morning I was super weak. I went to the urgent care center and the doc said ragweed is blooming and you must be allergic. He prescribed me an inhaler and a dose pack of prednisone (steroids), which brings me to my other "Buzzkill". I took my last dose of the foods yesterday thank god! They have made me crazy. I'm super hyped up and can go into rage mode over the smallest thing I don't quite understand why anyone would choose to take these?

Steroids are a motherfucker.

Yes they are and I cannot wait till their out of my system. I've felt like a maniac for days. I. Hate. Them.

This city fucking stinks in summer. Had to go see my physician whose office is literally on the other side of town, and the streets smell. Even those around the Government building. What the hell?

My ankle is still wonked up. Stupid ankle.

I've known, over the years, a great many people, male and female", in "open relationships". It's truly astounding how rarely the girlfriend/boyfriend is aware that the relationship is "open". Generally, they think they're in a committed, monogomous relationship. Pretty sure that's the case here. So, when someone wants to sleep with you, and it's "okay because I'm in an open relationship!" ask to speak with the third party first.

That's really sad, but the last line made me laugh anyway.

Uuugh, this seems to be the only three I come in for the last few times. My son Jack, got Tboned pulling out of our road on his way to school yesterday. No one got hurt thank goodness. That is how my day started and the rest of the day just seemed dream like. I felt so bad and scared for Jack. We were setting and talking last night and he said for the last two weeks he has been having nightmares of wrecking the car. And for the last week it has been popping up in my mind that it wasn't a good idea to be letting him drive to school and having Joe with him also. Both boys in the car together and something bad happening ( Joe was not with him yesterday morning either and he was hit on the passenger side.) Also, a boy from another school was just killed in an accident on Monday and on Wednesday I woke up thinking about this and later that day texted Jack at school and told him how I wanted him to be really careful when driving and I didn't know what I would do if anything ever happened to him. Yesterday was so scary and just really makes you think. Anyhow, everyone is fine And I called a junkyard today to see if I could find a passengers door and they have one and it may even be the same color!!! Only $200! I only had liability on the car, so we have to eat it on fixing it, but that's starting to look good now too. What a difference 24 hours can make huh?

I'm glad everything's turning better for everyone in this thread. Scary/sad stuff!

Nah, I got stuck the last several hours thinking about ... Her.

Why does eternal torment last so long?

Nah, I got stuck the last several hours thinking about ... Her.

Why does eternal torment last so long?

I had one of those, and I thought I'd never get over him, but then, I just did. I still think about him, though. It just doesn't make me sad anymore. It doesn't make me anything, really.

That last part is a lie, but what are you gonna do? It just bees that way sometimes.

You have two choices, be enslaved by your desires or liberated by your aspirations.

If it sounds like a bumper sticker it's because someone posted this on Facebook the other day. I probably misquoted it anyway.

Craaaap.

This friday it's my turn to bake something good and bring it to work. I thought I'd make something Dutch and different, but after making the dough, my boyfriend informed the taste was very similar to cookies they eat a lot around here.

KLjkasdlkad,asd.

I'm so disappointed, but don't have time to make something else from scratch tomorrow.

I had a dream. A dream about me and the guy I love(d) at the countryside. My countryside. At some point during the dream I see my grandfather. This is the first time I've dreamed of him since he died and this is how it happens?

How do you interpret it?

teacher let the class out early...i know this should be the opposite of a buzzkill but it sucks because i'm ready to learn and it only means I have to wait 4 hours until my next class instead of just two.

I know that feeling. I used to have an 8am Calculus class I had to drive over an hour for, and then the teacher would regularly let us out early, which would leave me a boat load of extra time, which wasn't great because that semester was probably right at the peak of my depression.

Probably as my conscience, saying I shouldn't even be talking to that guy again.

Maybe you are moving towards closure (as much as can be).

I havnt been able to sleep in the past couple days. And when I do I have odd zombie dreams. But all the zombies are people from my life. Even though their flesh is rotting and their all dead they still keep trying to talk to me about experiences we had and they mock me for trying to kill them. Its unsettling.

There's this guy that has been hitting on me for the past two days, and as we were chatting tonight, he delivers the bomb "I feel like going clubbing tonight". He wasn't necessarily cute, just seemed normal, but that's really not my thing. So now I have to find a way to politely decline any ensuing invitations tomorrow etc.

Show up with a large wooden club, take a swing at him. And then explain the misunderstanding.

Or you could just say you don't like clubbing. Derp.

I said I was going to bed. And told him I SLEEP during the night. What I meant was other invitations, because I clearly won't be wasting my time with someone who also seems to like other things I'm not too fond of.

Fair enough if you don't like him, but writing him off just because he likes clubbing seems a bit fickle!

Or is he a massive pill-head?

Again large wooden club. Hit him in the head with it.
Or just tell him your not interested and save both of you the time and trouble. And I understand the whole not being into someone who likes "Clubbing" its a instant turn off for me aswell.

Noah, it just doesn't work in Romanian. We have different words for it.

Hattie, he was also too impressed that I could speak more than one foreign language, that I read, and sometimes doesn't spell right. And he's 5 years older. So...no.

Fuck.

The thing about him being overly impressed pisses me off because unless I'm going for something physical (which I should stop looking for, eventually), I'd like him to be more of an equal than someone who's impressed with my intellect or whatever. I don't want this to sound douche-y, but I wouldn't be impressed that someone reads, for instance. Good fucking job, you're someone I could potentially talk to. I am impressed, of course, by people much much smarter than me, and who know a shit ton of things, but I wouldn't be with someone like that. Just like probably they wouldn't be with me.

I need a new job. Anyone around here know of any decent jobs in my area? Or does anyone here want to give me a job? Its a buzzkill because Call Center life is suicidaly depressing.

This is a good way of looking at things. I like this.