Buzzkill of the Day

Then he thinks that's much, much older. And he's silly.

Jesus christ this is why I dont drink whiskey from the bottle and Cult.
Sorry kids
but its gets better. That dinner party I was excited for and got a new shirt and tie for! ya thats the one with my friends and attractive models.
Oh ya well my invite got pulled because Xia decided that after bitching the host and hostess out about a week ago that this morning she decided she wants to go. Therefore my invite got pulled because they have known her longer and they are like her family.
Mother fucker its never too early for wine and eggs.

Fuck today. I mean What the fuck. I am now in a different call cycle at work SO i have to take extra calls intead of doing my normal job.

I have a math problem for you. How many times does 22 go into 27.

Eh that works better when the woman is older.

My boss's mom is in the hospital. I got really close with her these past few months and I was dreading the day she would get sick like this. She has alzheimer's so it's a daily struggle with her but she had surgery today for gallstones and it doesn't sound like she is doing to well. I'm really worried for her and trying not to lose it here at work.

GAH!!

i´m trying to design the invitations for my mum´s 60. birthday next month. she has quite some specific whishes, which change on a daily basis. i already picked a layout and a nice font, quite condensed because there is so much text and then she calls me last night ( after two glasses of wine she had with her girlfriends ) coming up with other last minute request particularly " and find a really modern font with round A and Es. you know really modern where the As are so ROUND, you know? where they are a bit thick and ROUND. that´s so modern these days like ROUND !"

WHAT?!

i looked through 120 fonts, there are no big round thick As ! i have to finish it today. i have no idea what she wants, i can´t check back with her because she does´t internet. she´ll get 50 copies of an invitation she will find in some way not satisfying and i will get a peptic ulcer.

That bites. Problems with ones mom suck. I hope she can appreciate that you are doing this for her because you love her even if it doesn't turn out exactly like she imagined.

My mom has started with the ruining Thanksgiving thing already and it is days away. i'm not even going to be with her for thanksgiving and she is screwing with my thanksgiving. (we are going to California to see James' family)

She called me and woke me up from a nap to yell about how my sister won't accept the apology she offered and how she just isn't isn't even up for the holiday and won't go.

The thing she needed to apologise for? My sisters guy asked her if she would be willing to help him with a loan to buy my sister an engagement ring he wants to give her on Christmas. They have talked about marriage and have already decided they are going to buut there has never been an official proposal yet.

My mom told my sister everything. That he was going to giver her a ring Christmas morning, that it is going to be a ruby ring the whole thing of it all. Spoiled the entire surprise. Her reasoning? she wanted to make sure my sister wanted it all before she decided on whether to give him the loan. I told her she needed to apologise, and now she is yelling at me because she doesn't understand what she did wrong and my sister isn't beig all gushy about accepting said apology.

Barbara, I know the invitations are going to look great, so your mom should be pleased with them.

Amber, that's sad. Don't let your mom ruin your Thanksgiving, it's nice to know that you won't have to deal with her!

Except for finding a dress, and being really happy about that, my weekend was a giant buzzkill. We had this crappy discussion Saturday evening, after which I just fell apart. I was extremely lonely and just went to bed. Got up at 6AM the next morning, and still felt the same. I needed The Cult, but internet was really crappy (and had been all weekend), so I couldn't get on here and talk either. Thankfully I feel better now.

More nutty shit with Xia. She was acting crazy telling me to go to the dinner party and how she hates everyone and its my fault I ruined all her friendship. Blah blah blah> I called Toma her brother and he in as confused as me.
But Now go to the hooray thread. Trust me.

Oh I also broke my glasses. Right at the bridge.

I bought tickets to go see Coheed and Cambria back in September. I loooooove love love Coheed and Cambria. And they were coming here to Paris. I didn't get a physical ticket because at the time I ordered, I didn't have a way to get it, and I didn't wanna lose it. Well, I completely fucking forgot about it. Like, even though the email was in my inbox, I kept forgetting because I've been so busy. I just remembered about it, because a few weeks ago, I thought it was on the 19th. So I'm thinking to myself. "Oh shit, I just missed the concert last night."

No. It was on the 6th of November. What the fuck. Jesus fucking christ. It's a damn good thing I only spent 20 euros. I'm so upset right now.

It bums you out more that you missed it a couple weeks ago rather than missing it last night?

He missed a great concert, grieved, moved on with his life, and then missed the same concert again.

No one should have to go through that.

Ugh, I so understand that you're upset, that sucks balls.

On the bright side, you have enough of a life going on that you forgot about a concert.

My dad just rang me to tell me he has bladder cancer.

oh no, sorry to hear that, hattie.

So sorry to hear that, Hattie. Is there anything doctors can do? Will he need surgery, or?

Thanks guys. They're going to try and remove it next week. I don't really know how bad it is, nor does my Dad. The doctor did tell him that it was unusual that he had gotten it because those most at risk are smokers (he's never smoked) or people who work with chemicals (he's an ex-army officer and businessman). Then again, he has been overweight most of his adult life. It still feels very unfair.

I want to talk to my family but no one is answering their phone.

I'm really sorry, I hope the removal goes well. My dad has lymphoma and at first they were really pessimistic and eventually the treatment had a big effect so try not to worry and be really sad because these things can turn out fine. I hope it does, I know how awful the feeling is and how cancer is such a huge thing and it's terrifying but I also know now that it can be dealt with. Hugs!

Hattie, I'm really sorry to hear about your dad. That is super scary.

I hope you can get a hold of a family member soon and get more information and that the information is hopeful.

*hugs*

Fuck, Hattie. Sending good vibes.

Fuck Cancer. Thats all there is too it.

I didnt smoke or take anything beyond booze before this job.

Strangely enough, yeah. It's weird, but life is weird.

Hattie, big frown.

I really hope everything goes well for your dad, Harriet.

Good luck to your father, Hattie. My dad went through some very similar cancer stuff about two years ago. His surgery couldn't have really gone better though. He's totally fine. I hope your dad's treatment goes just as smoothly.

Thanks so much all, today's just been such a massive shock. Your kinds words have made me feel a bit more positive though. Xxx

Have I parka'd the thread? Carry on.....

Well, Disneyland is over now. Kind of a buzzkill.

But. You know.

Hugs, Hats.

Sorry to hear about your dad.

I've been rather negative lately. It's like, what the heck? Why all of the sudden? Lack of sleep? I don't know. But today I genuinely didn't care if I died. I thought at work, "I really have nothing good to look forward to in life."

I'm better now.

One of my best friends who travels, just deleted her facebook. The reason it makes me so sad is because she is one of my outlets. I write big long messages to her about whats flowing around in my mind. Everything from sitting alone in the wods to collecting energy from nature. Most shit people would think I was a bit crazy for. Well I wrote out a big long message, and now have no one to send it too.
Buzzkilled.

I'm sure any of us would read it, Noah.

Ain't nobody got time for that!

Its random stream of thought with no real point and even I know it sounds wonky and crazy.

Time for a Random, Wonky Stream of Thought thread.

You people already know a lot about me. More than a lot of folks I see daily. I dont even like what goes on in my own head. Even I know its just drabble and nonsense. What we need is a thread where I can get a drink.

I'll come buy you a drink. Six hours.

You always say 6 hours. Why does it always take that long.

A drinking thread WILL inevitably turn into a Random Stream of Thought/Affirmation memoir. Then yo-yo back to drinking.
* my cursor is timewarping all over the screen.

Because you live far away!

At least with all the stuff in your brain, you can behave yourself. My brain causes me to say and do stupid things every day.

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Irina we talked about this last night. Guys make little sense. this guy seems like a lot of work. Just ask him if he wants to get a drink.

Oh I do plenty of stupid shit dont worry. Once it gts past 11 my mind starts getting out.

No thanksgiving plans, or none I want to take part in.
Go with my folks to a family thanksgiving full of people who will ask me questions I dont want to answer or cant understand what there hands are trying to say. Dealing with passive aggressive digs from all sides.
Watch tv at home with my housemates.
GO with my friend to her family event where I know noone really.
Or work.

I know I am bithcing a lot about this, But last year was amazing. Nothing felt better than getting all my good friends together, Making them all amazing food and drinks and just knowing I made all those people happy.

If you cant tell I hate the Hollidays.

My mustache hairs are getting into my mouth.

Wax it into cool shapes!

It's not long enough for that yet!

I don't know if I'm going to be able to make it the whole month though. I hate having a mustache.

Pete, you're so close now! Hold oooon!

Hattie, I'm really sorry to hear about your Dad. It's very hard to stay positive, but it does help them. My Dads is Lymphoma also, but they have found a spot on the brain and cannot figure out what it is. Our family is a total mix of emotions everyday, including my Dad. Poor guy, he's on a roller coaster of emotions and it's just super hard for all of us.
But, they have told us his is a slow growing cancer, which I guess is good?
Anyhow, I totally understand what you're going through. If you ever need to PM me to just get some things off your chest, sad, happy, whatever it may be, I am here. *big hugs*