..because seeing a psychiatrist would require leaving my house.
I think I might be experiencing agoraphobia. For real. I feel like I can't leave my house. When it comes to going places, I get a rush of overwhelming feelings. When friends call, I just tell them I don't feel like going out, or I'm cough cough sick or whatever. I try walking down the street and I start to feel ill. I don't know what for though. Nothing's happened to me. I wasn't like, attacked in public or anything. Is this a sign from God? Am I suppose to do something for the good of humanity? Or is it a warning for the worst of things to come? Are there any psychoanalysts here who can talk to me? Drug dealers who can sell me prozac?