3 Weeks away from our 5th anniversary
She tells me,
"I still love you but I'm not in love with you anymore."
"I need a break from being in a relationship"
"Its not anything you did or didn't do."
Also a bunch of other crap I've been trying to forget. We really weren't talking that much for awhile, especially about things that mattered. She let herself feel like crap for like a month until I finally got her to start talking to me about it. She said she felt better and that someday we might get back together. Find some things to do for myself, you'll feel better after while. Well its been 2 weeks, I don't feel better. Figured I'd let off some steam to the Palahniukian crowd.
Its true. A quality fuck will also help.
[QUOTE=amsklei;1071100]She tells me,
"I still love you but I'm not in love with you anymore."
"I need a break from being in a relationship"
"Its not anything you did or didn't do."
Also a bunch of other crap I've been trying to forget. We really weren't talking that much for awhile, especially about things that mattered. She let herself feel like crap for like a month until I finally got her to start talking to me about it. She said she felt better and that someday we might get back together. Find some things to do for myself, you'll feel better after while. Well its been 2 weeks, I don't feel better. Figured I'd let off some steam to the Palahniukian crowd.[/QUOTE]
This old guy once told me that the pussy is an infinitely hungry thing, its only purpose to devour and deflower as much as it possibly can, and it is never satisfied. Bla bla bla, Garden of Eden, I wish that I knew what I know now...when I was younger.. Don't end up like that guy.
Life is a fucked up thing. Nobody knows what's going on, and we're all growing in different directions. The most you can hope for are pleasant moments, like Mel Brooks concludes in LIFE STINKS. It's very true, that movie. Every scene is a metaphor for life. Watch that movie. Watch other movies. Read books, play music. Get drunk, dude. Your heart has been broken--now that's something. That's entirely something. You can work with that. You're depressed and you have every right to be.
My brother, after he broke up with his girlfriend of five years and found out a month later she was dating another guy, said, "You know that thing inside your stomach -butterflies, or whatever? It feels like she ripped that out of me."
My dad tells me, "There's always another job. There's always another house. There's always another car. There's always another girl."
a quality makeout helps end every realtionship.
i'm a terrible person, in more ways than one.