2-0-0-0 party over, oops, out of time...

Brak, squirt 'where' is the question that is on all of our minds.

Random, I offer my services. Free of charge naturally.

I did get eaten out about a week and a half, though, but honestly it wasn't that great.
And no, I don't masturbate.
I haven't had drugs in 16 days, and I think about them way more.

[QUOTE=RandomThought]I did get eaten out about a week and a half, though, but honestly it wasn't that great.
And no, I don't masturbate.
I haven't had drugs in 16 days, and I think about them way more.[/QUOTE]

That's what I don't get... you are completely dependent on other people for your sexual gratification... how fucked-up is that? You obviously don't like sex in any kind of normal way, I mean, no masturbation? You don't even get yourself off and you expect someone else to? In other words, sex is not important toyou, and a lot of women, and men with no sex drive... i know chicks who can go months and years without it.. nothing, not even self-touching, and that's just fucking insane crazyness...

[QUOTE=RandomThought]I did get eaten out about a week and a half, though, but honestly it wasn't that great.
And no, I don't masturbate.
I haven't had drugs in 16 days, and I think about them way more.[/QUOTE]

By the way.. why don't you masturbate but you have sex? I hopeit's not a morality issue because sex before marriage witha partner is considered much more sinful than touching yourself, just ask jane s., she knows...

Honey, I don't orgasm.
I have a sex drive, trust me, but if it isn't the real thing it just isn't worth it to me.
Get me a dildo though, and we'll talk. I could try that.

[QUOTE=Brock Landers]By the way.. why don't you masturbate but you have sex? I hopeit's not a morality issue because sex before marriage witha partner is considered much more sinful than touching yourself, just ask jane s., she knows...[/QUOTE]
Me? Morals? As if. I just don't enjoy masturbating.
But jesus, if I had a penis, I'd do it at least twice a day. You lucky men.

[QUOTE=RandomThought]Honey, I don't orgasm.
I have a sex drive, trust me, but if it isn't the real thing it just isn't worth it to me.
Get me a dildo though, and we'll talk. I could try that.[/QUOTE]

The "real thing"? Like masturbation isn't sex? Youare ALL FUCKED UP, SUGAR... I blame it on never having an orgasm... and really, it should be your goal in sex to have an orgasm, that's the whole point of it, and as such, masturbation is key to finally reaching one because you need to practice, practice, practice and see what it takes through trial and error... live and learn, babe...

*be back in 5*

[QUOTE=Brock Landers]The "real thing"? Like masturbation isn't sex? Youare ALL FUCKED UP, SUGAR... I blame it on never having an orgasm... and really, it should be your goal in sex to have an orgasm, that's the whole point of it, and as such, masturbation is key to finally reaching one because you need to practice, practice, practice and see what it takes through trial and error... live and learn, babe...[/QUOTE]
Actually, my not orgasming is a psychological thing.

And real sex is real fucking sex. I want someone thrusting into me. I want a sweaty man to cling on to. I don't get that if I masturbate. Plus, I need someone to hurt me. It's not as fun doing it myself.

How did a thread about a 2000th post turn into this?!

[QUOTE=RandomThought]Actually, my not orgasming is a psychological thing.

And real sex is real fucking sex. I want someone thrusting into me. I want a sweaty man to cling on to. I don't get that if I masturbate. Plus, I need someone to hurt me. It's not as fun doing it myself.[/QUOTE]

Yeah, sex is great, sweat and impaling and all... but, it doesn't make masturbation any less "real". It sounds like tyou think it is "realer" because you have an idea in your head that sex isn't sex unless it involves another person. Sex can be done by yourself, you just don't like sex, you don't orgasm. You are just a fan of nude wrestling...

*drops a piece of paper with a URL on it, walks off*

[url]http://www.solotouch.com[/url]

[QUOTE=RandomThought]How did a thread about a 2000th post turn into this?![/QUOTE]

it doesn't matter and you and I both knowthis is infinitely more interesting than some idiot getting 2,000 posts and starting a lame ass thread about it, in effect plagiarizing the number one doofus alex cassun who alreadyhad a 2,000 post thread somewhere... this thread is a lame sequel to lameness incarnate...

[QUOTE=Mr. Brown]*drops a piece of paper with a URL on it, walks off*

[url]http://www.solotouch.com[/url][/QUOTE]

agreed... but I don't think she'll ever read it, I mean, seriously... she's young and set in her ways, and somewhere along the line she was taught wrong, had her head scrambled, something fucked-up made her think this way, that orgasms are impossible and that she will never have one and that sex isn't real unless there is someone else there... whichis sad because if she actually took the time to learn and practice about pleasing herself and reaching orgasm, I guarantee she will be able to do it, unles sheisone of the like 1 out of ever ten billion women who can't have an orgasm or she had her clit castrated in africa or something fucked up like that, whichis really sad because once she does have an orgasm, she would be all WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING I WANNA DO IT AGAIN! DO IT AGAIN! like a kid blowing out birthday candles, all full of excitement, wanting MORE! MORE!

[QUOTE=Brock Landers]Yeah, sex is great, sweat and impaling and all... but, it doesn't make masturbation any less "real". It sounds like tyou think it is "realer" because you have an idea in your head that sex isn't sex unless it involves another person. Sex can be done by yourself, you just don't like sex, you don't orgasm. You are just a fan of nude wrestling...[/QUOTE]
Stop psychoanalysing me. I don't think that masturbation is any less real. I just don't enjoy it, personally, but I'm pro-masturbation all the way. I think that everyone should masturbate. I will like...three times a year, but it's not often.

Nah, I love sex, really. I prefer drugs, but sex is fun. I'm a penetration whore. I don't even like foreplay all that much. After about 5 minutes of foreplay I start screaming, "Fuck me, already!"

And I think I had a thread for my 2000 post, but everyone knows that I'm lame.

[QUOTE=Brock Landers]agreed... but I don't think she'll ever read it, I mean, seriously... she's young and set in her ways, and somewhere along the line she was taught wrong, had her head scrambled, something fucked-up made her think this way, that orgasms are impossible and that she will never have one and that sex isn't real unless there is someone else there... whichis sad because if she actually took the time to learn and practice about pleasing herself and reaching orgasm, I guarantee she will be able to do it, unles sheisone of the like 1 out of ever ten billion women who can't have an orgasm or she had her clit castrated in africa or something fucked up like that, whichis really sad because once she does have an orgasm, she would be all WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING I WANNA DO IT AGAIN! DO IT AGAIN! like a kid blowing out birthday candles, all full of excitement, wanting MORE! MORE![/QUOTE]
Brock, you are so, so wrong about me. I probably will check that website later. I've read sites like it before.

And I already mentioned that my not orgasms is psychological. I have control issues and stress issues and trust issues and issues with being happy, and I'm like a bundle of issues. Someday I'll orgasm. I've gotten close. I'm not saying I never will, I'm just saying that at this point in my life I don't. Also, keep in mind that I'm 17. It's not like I'm at my sexual peak yet. Give me time, Brock, and then I'll give you a shot, ok? And Mr. Brown too. Everyone can try!

[QUOTE=RandomThought]Stop psychoanalysing me. I don't think that masturbation is any less real. I just don't enjoy it, personally, but I'm pro-masturbation all the way. I think that everyone should masturbate. I will like...three times a year, but it's not often.

Nah, I love sex, really. I prefer drugs, but sex is fun. I'm a penetration whore. I don't even like foreplay all that much. After about 5 minutes of foreplay I start screaming, "Fuck me, already!"

And I think I had a thread for my 2000 post, but everyone knows that I'm lame.[/QUOTE]

You said the following, which implies that masturbation is not "real sex" and therefore you don't do it... which is absolutely silly and you know it... that's not psychoanalyzing, that's just me telling you that masturbation is as 'real' as sex with a partner... it's just twoentirely different things, that's all... both sex though...

[QUOTE=RandomThought]Honey, I don't orgasm.
I have a sex drive, trust me, but if it isn't the real thing it just isn't worth it to me.
Get me a dildo though, and we'll talk. I could try that.[/QUOTE]

Look.. you obviously don't like sex... youjust like the closeness and physical exercise involved... you talk about foreplay and how you like to fast forward to the penetration, but why? There's no orgasm... which means you want him to hurry up and slam his hips against you so you can feel like something is happening and maybe he will hurry up and sweat all over you and nut and get on with life... again, not psycho analyzing you... just saying sex is obviously not a priority for you... I really don't see why you are even horny, except that it's because you are young, because hornyness is strongest when you orgasm frequently... which you don't ever orgasm, so the hornyness leads to nothing which can't be satisfying in any way and will only make you even crazier and antsy and stuff... and don't be all offended, I'm just trying to figure something out in my head by putting it in words... people who don't like sex baffle me... especially the ones who say they do but they don't...

[QUOTE=RandomThought]Brock, you are so, so wrong about me. I probably will check that website later. I've read sites like it before.

And I already mentioned that my not orgasms is psychological. I have control issues and stress issues and trust issues and issues with being happy, and I'm like a bundle of issues. Someday I'll orgasm. I've gotten close. I'm not saying I never will, I'm just saying that at this point in my life I don't. Also, keep in mind that I'm 17. It's not like I'm at my sexual peak yet. Give me time, Brock, and then I'll give you a shot, ok? And Mr. Brown too. Everyone can try![/QUOTE]

Age has nothing to do with no orgasms. Same with psychological crap. Who told you that? Are you a doctor? Nonsense. Besides, people who can't orgasm are always just shy and that's where the psychological shit comes in and it's usually achievable by yourself because there is no performance anxiety, for men and women alike... you don't know that it is psychological... youjust can't saythat, because you don't really know. Youhave control issues and stress and trust shit? Guess what? Masturbation is you alone.. in control... cuntrol even... you can't trust yourself even? And don't believe the hype about women being 30-something to sexually peak. I know plenty of teens who aremultiorgasmic and total nymphets, juicy 24/7... I don't evenwant a shot.. I want YOU to take a shot on your own... trust me, I want you to feel good, not bad...

Whoa there daddy.

Masturbation and sex with someone else are different to me. I just don't enjoy one, whereas I enjoy the other. It's just that way in my world, because of my experiences. But masturbation can be a real type of sex. I didn't say that I didn't do it because it isn't "real" sex. I clarified that I don't do it, because I don't really enjoy it. I don't see much of a point. It doesn't really satisfy me.

No, actually, I like rough sex because I'm a huge sadomasochist. I don't enjoy slow, vanilla sex. There needs to be at least some level of pain for me to enjoy it. I like sex, Brock. I get horny. If I didn't enjoy it, I wouldn't do it. Simple as that. I don't do things that I don't want to do. And no, it's not about the closeness or the physical exercise. It's about the pain. My first sexual inclination when I was an adolescent was all sadomasochistic. I couldn't even think of anything else as real sex until I actually had sex. That's just who I am.

Anyway, I'm sick of explaining this to you, because you never listen in arguments anyway. Just know: Yes, I enjoy sex, even vanilla sex.

Brock, come visit me and I'll prove to you that I like sex. You'll believe me then.

[QUOTE=RandomThought]Masturbation and sex with someone else are different to me. I just don't enjoy one, whereas I enjoy the other. It's just that way in my world, because of my experiences. But masturbation can be a real type of sex. I didn't say that I didn't do it because it isn't "real" sex. I clarified that I don't do it, because I don't really enjoy it. I don't see much of a point. It doesn't really satisfy me.

No, actually, I like rough sex because I'm a huge sadomasochist. I don't enjoy slow, vanilla sex. There needs to be at least some level of pain for me to enjoy it. I like sex, Brock. I get horny. If I didn't enjoy it, I wouldn't do it. Simple as that. I don't do things that I don't want to do. And no, it's not about the closeness or the physical exercise. It's about the pain. My first sexual inclination when I was an adolescent was all sadomasochistic. I couldn't even think of anything else as real sex until I actually had sex. That's just who I am.

Anyway, I'm sick of explaining this to you, because you never listen in arguments anyway. Just know: Yes, I enjoy sex, even vanilla sex.

Brock, come visit me and I'll prove to you that I like sex. You'll believe me then.[/QUOTE]

Oh, I hear ya... it sounds like you should just save your wasted time and effort trying to make sex into pain and just skip the sex and hit yourself in the head with a hammer until you are in severe pain...

[QUOTE=Brock Landers]Age has nothing to do with no orgasms. Same with psychological crap. Who told you that? Are you a doctor? Nonsense. Besides, people who can't orgasm are always just shy and that's where the psychological shit comes in and it's usually achievable by yourself because there is no performance anxiety, for men and women alike... you don't know that it is psychological... youjust can't saythat, because you don't really know. Youhave control issues and stress and trust shit? Guess what? Masturbation is you alone.. in control... cuntrol even... you can't trust yourself even? And don't believe the hype about women being 30-something to sexually peak. I know plenty of teens who aremultiorgasmic and total nymphets, juicy 24/7... I don't evenwant a shot.. I want YOU to take a shot on your own... trust me, I want you to feel good, not bad...[/QUOTE]
Actually, no, I don't trust myself. I don't trust anyone or anything. I probably trust some of my close friends more than I trust myself. And yes, sex is a very psychological thing. I actually had a long talk with a psych major that I was sleeping with about it, and he even agreed that it's all psychological.

And yes, age can have something to do with it. Some women simply don't orgasm until they're 19 or 20. And hey man, one of the sources that I've heard that from is Loveline, and you know that they're reliable (sarcasm implied).

But really, if you and I ever cross paths, I swear to God I'll prove my point to you, and not using words.

"I want you to hit me as--"

Never mind.

[QUOTE=Brock Landers]Oh, I hear ya... it sounds like you should just save your wasted time and effort trying to make sex into pain and just skip the sex and hit yourself in the head with a hammer until you are in severe pain...[/QUOTE]
No, they go hand-in-hand. S&M isn't about just any pain.
But I do enjoy vanilla sex now, I just prefer at least some biting or scratching or something. Got me?

[QUOTE=Mr. Brown]"I want you to hit me as--"

Never mind.[/QUOTE]
Ouch.

...I thought you left?

[QUOTE=RandomThought]I actually had a long talk with a psych major that I was sleeping with about it, and he even agreed that it's all psychological.[/QUOTE]

This part of your post makes me want to kill myself. If I had a gun right now, I would blow my brains out. Reading that makes me think life is overrated and not worth living. Sometimes I think I was born in the wrong era. Like I should be alive in some other era. Some era where intelligence exists...

[QUOTE=RandomThought]No, they go hand-in-hand. S&M isn't about just any pain.
But I do enjoy vanilla sex now, I just prefer at least some biting or scratching or something. Got me?[/QUOTE]

How about some needle nose pliars and a good strong vibrating dildo? Masturbation can be sadomasochistic too, ya know?

[QUOTE=Brock Landers]This part of your post makes me want to kill myself. If I had a gun right now, I would blow my brains out. Reading that makes me think life is overrated and not worth living. Sometimes I think I was born in the wrong era. Like I should be alive in some other era. Some era where intelligence exists...[/QUOTE]
Brock, there's only one explanation for me not orgasming. And I've had some really fucking great sex, so don't think that I haven't. The only reason that there could be is psychological, and seeing as I have more than my fair share of psychological issues, it makes sense. Would you like me to bring it up with my psychiatrist and get back to you on that?

I already said, if I had a dildo, I'd probably masturbate, but I don't. And needle nose pliars? What the fuck?

I like you, Brock, but you are the weirdest person in discussions, and you never listen.

[QUOTE=Brock Landers]Oh, I hear ya... it sounds like you should just save your wasted time and effort trying to make sex into pain and just skip the sex and hit yourself in the head with a hammer until you are in severe pain...[/QUOTE]

This pretty much returned the hernia favor.

[QUOTE=RandomThought]Brock, there's only one explanation for me not orgasming. And I've had some really fucking great sex, so don't think that I haven't. The only reason that there could be is psychological, and seeing as I have more than my fair share of psychological issues, it makes sense. Would you like me to bring it up with my psychiatrist and get back to you on that?

I already said, if I had a dildo, I'd probably masturbate, but I don't. And needle nose pliars? What the fuck?

I like you, Brock, but you are the weirdest person in discussions, and you never listen.[/QUOTE]

I ALWAYS listen. I'm just saying it is EXTREMELY UNLIKELY that some dude taking Psych in college that had sex with you knows what the hell he is talking about. I was a Psych Major too. I know how it works. Fancy words to get into fancy panties. It's all psychobabble. There are MANY reasons that you don't orgasm. Maybe you haven't tried hard enough. I mean, that's just one more reason, but that could be it. Maybe you don'tknow what it takes to reach an orgasm, or maybe you don't know how to identify an impending orgasm so you quit too early because you don't know any better because you've never had one and probablyonly had them described to you by others who don't know what the hell they are talking about. You're akid. You haven't had great fucking sex... you want proof? NO ORGASM! THAT'S THE PROOF! YOU CAN'T HAVE REALLY GREAT FUCKING SEX WITHOUT A REALLY GREAT FUCKING ORGASM! JUMPIN' JIMINY!

Anyhow, you think that psychologists know everything and never make mistakes? psychologists don't know shit. They try and guess what is wrong with you based on what you tell them and how you act. You are probably perfectly normal and mentally healthy except you do wierd stuff because you think you are crazy like a hypochondriac. You have a defeatist attitude, mah dear. You have given up already and you have your whole life before you. You need to quit believing everything people tell you just because they are a doctor or are in college. Youknow how people stop being mentally ill? They start believing they are healthy and stop being a mental masturbating hypochondriac of the psychological sort...

Needle nose pliars. You like pain and sex. Tweak the hell out of your nipples...

Yeah... I'm wierdest person ever... is there a wierdest cultist award I should win now?

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[QUOTE=Brock Landers]Anyhow, you think that psychologists know everything and never make mistakes? psychologists don't know shit. They try and guess what is wrong with you based on what you tell them and how you act. You are probably perfectly normal and mentally healthy except you do wierd stuff because you think you are crazy like a hypochondriac. You have a defeatist attitude, mah dear. You have given up already and you have your whole life before you. You need to quit believing everything people tell you just because they are a doctor or are in college. Youknow how people stop being mentally ill? They start believing they are healthy.[/QUOTE]

You...psych major...it all makes sense now. No wonder why you always try to incorrectly shrink people. And yes, I know first-hand that psychologists don't know shit. I've had many of them look at me and say, "You're normal. You don't need help. Have some low-dose Zoloft." Brock, you're just like all of the fucking psychologists that don't know shit. You jump to conclusions. You don't know shit about me, yet you have the gall to tell me that I'm just a hypochondriac who's psychologically normal?

I actually never believed what the fucking doctors told me, until they listened. My psych now still barely listens. That's the problem with shrinks. They just like to shrink, and they never like to actually listen. And sorry, but believing that I'm healthy isn't going to make my chemical imbalances go away.

"You just need healthy natural sleep.

[QUOTE=fullmetalbrak]This pretty much returned the hernia favor.[/QUOTE]

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jibberjabber jibberjabbering, mumbojumbo, denial, keykey keykey keykey! Na-na-na! Cha-Cha-Cha!

[QUOTE=RandomThought]You...psych major...it all makes sense now. No wonder why you always try to incorrectly shrink people. And yes, I know first-hand that psychologists don't know shit. I've had many of them look at me and say, "You're normal. You don't need help. Have some low-dose Zoloft." Brock, you're just like all of the fucking psychologists that don't know shit. You jump to conclusions. You don't know shit about me, yet you have the gall to tell me that I'm just a hypochondriac who's psychologically normal?

I actually never believed what the fucking doctors told me, until they listened. My psych now still barely listens. That's the problem with shrinks. They just like to shrink, and they never like to actually listen. And sorry, but believing that I'm healthy isn't going to make my chemical imbalances go away.[/QUOTE]

Crazy people don't go around saying how crazy they are. Not real crazy people anyway. You are so adament that you are crazy and fucked-up and it comes off as you trying really, really hard to be crazy because you think that you arenothing unless you are crazy. Why not try being sane for a change? It won't kill you to stop pretendingyou are crazy for a second. I mean, how am I supposed to believe what you say if you are always sayinghow crazy you are? You are ruining your own logic by calling what you say crazy talk because you are so crazy! Look at me! I'm so crazy! Everything I say is crazytalk! Chill, babe... I can psychoanalyze anyone I want and not feel bad if I don't get it perfectly right because I'm not a psychologist, I just play one on the Cult... like the dude you slept with who was taking psych in college... yeah, he's fucking freud alright... anyhow, I'm not putting you down in any way, I'm just saying you seem pretty normal tome besides your lack of logic and reason and scientific proof/facts... < look! it's a crazy shit-eating grin! I'm so crazy!

No, it's just that I hid it for ages and now I'm open about it. I want to be honest with people, because I'm sick of being afraid of the way that people will react. I just get it over with from the get-go. That way, if they react badly, then I know not to waste my fucking time.

He didn't play a psych, man. We just had psychological discussions a lot, because we're both bipolar. So we'd discuss it. It's not often I get to do that with someone. And it came up. And he happens to be a psych major.

How am I supposed to come off as bipolar and psychotic online, Brock? You come up with an answer to that one for me. If you want proof, talk to me on the phone for a couple of hours. It's pretty obvious on the phone. I get manic. I start talking really fast about shit that doesn't make sense. I get depressed. I mumble and pretty much stop talking alltogether. Ask Morey, if he even remembers.

You really want to talk to me about it and stop just being a blatant asshole? Do it one-on-one.

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[QUOTE=Brock Landers]jibberjabber jibberjabbering, mumbojumbo, denial, keykey keykey keykey! Na-na-na! Cha-Cha-Cha![/QUOTE]

[I]That'll[/I] put marzipan in your pie pan bingo.

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[QUOTE=RandomThought]No, it's just that I hid it for ages and now I'm open about it. I want to be honest with people, because I'm sick of being afraid of the way that people will react. I just get it over with from the get-go. That way, if they react badly, then I know not to waste my fucking time.

He didn't play a psych, man. We just had psychological discussions a lot, because we're both bipolar. So we'd discuss it. It's not often I get to do that with someone. And it came up. And he happens to be a psych major.

How am I supposed to come off as bipolar and psychotic online, Brock? You come up with an answer to that one for me. If you want proof, talk to me on the phone for a couple of hours. It's pretty obvious on the phone. I get manic. I start talking really fast about shit that doesn't make sense. I get depressed. I mumble and pretty much stop talking alltogether. Ask Morey, if he even remembers.

You really want to talk to me about it and stop just being a blatant asshole? Do it one-on-one.[/QUOTE]

I believe that you are an emotional young lady who is extremely misguided, but mentally ill? No way. You can't see me, can you? How many fingers am I holding up right now? Wrong. So how do you know I'm being an asshole, let alone a blatant one? You assume I'm being an asshole, but I'm really not. You just rile easy over nothing. Women don't need to be mentally ill to be psychotic, but it sure fits your profile, which is one of a confused young woman on the verge of discovering the beauty of masturbating and impending climactic pleasure unbeknownst to your ilk before this day. I am not about to go mano-e-mano with you, because I have nothing to say to you in private. You just don't seeme smiling a big hearty smile of friendship like a steaming hot slice of strawberry jumbalaya served ice cold to your doorstep with the morning milk delivery! I'm all about niceness and you need to realize that! I don't hate you, I don't even dislike you. If I did, I wouldn't talk to you. Go ahead, throw stuff at me... slap me across my kind and gentle oh-so-handsome face.. break down in tears... bite my lip until it bleeds... do whatever it is you need to do to feel better, and then talk to me, because I enjoy talking to you when you are not wearing your emotions on your sleeve... hell, ask succotash moon if she ever comes back, I get manic sounding too, like tarantino with too many vivarins stuffed up his anus talking about hong kong action cinema and the 70's blaxploitation movement as expressed through roling thunder expresso coming soon from starbucks inc... that's what taking over 1,000 mgs of caffeine and too many epehedrine pills will get ya... I mean, if I'm crazy too, then how can you expect me not to act all crazy and be myself on here too? What makes you think I'm sane? Do sane people write 16,000 + posts and rambleon incessantly about sex, drugs, and rock & roll? Do sane people have sex with their ex-boss? Do sane people think the world revolves around them? what the fuck, lady? Riddle me that schtuff...

The lecture guy.

I lived down apt. from that guy! I love him.

Hey, I don't wanna keep you all from the touchy-feelies, but maybe the encounter group can meet later. Say, when we're not trapped in a thread.

Say what?

[QUOTE=fullmetalbrak]Hey, I don't wanna keep you all from the touchy-feelies, but maybe the encounter group can meet later. Say, when we're not trapped in a thread.[/QUOTE]

Was that ^ post absolutely necessary? I'm trying to keep jovial here...

you want THIS :mad: or this :cool: ? Huh? HUH?

[QUOTE=Brock Landers]Was that ^ post absolutely necessary? I'm trying to keep jovial here...

you want THIS :mad: or this :cool: ? Huh? HUH?[/QUOTE]

Of course that post was necessary; it's an inside joke.

BUT, it was posted in a jovial spirit as well, so I'll take the "cool," please.

[QUOTE=RandomThought]No, it's just that I hid it for ages and now I'm open about it. I want to be honest with people, because I'm sick of being afraid of the way that people will react. I just get it over with from the get-go. That way, if they react badly, then I know not to waste my fucking time.

He didn't play a psych, man. We just had psychological discussions a lot, because we're both bipolar. So we'd discuss it. It's not often I get to do that with someone. And it came up. And he happens to be a psych major.

How am I supposed to come off as bipolar and psychotic online, Brock? You come up with an answer to that one for me. If you want proof, talk to me on the phone for a couple of hours. It's pretty obvious on the phone. I get manic. I start talking really fast about shit that doesn't make sense. I get depressed. I mumble and pretty much stop talking alltogether. Ask Morey, if he even remembers.

You really want to talk to me about it and stop just being a blatant asshole? Do it one-on-one.[/QUOTE]

You don't help. I know more about psychosis than you could ever possibly imagine. I have beeninsitutionalized and put on suicide watch and had my shoelaces taken away and been on every antipsychotic known to man and electroshocked and I've talked about in extreme length, my depression, my fucked-up head, everything... so before you lecture me on how fucked-up you are at 17 or 18 or however the fuck old you are.. think twice or I will be forced to school you the hard way...

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[QUOTE=Brock Landers]You don't help. I know more about psychosis than you could ever possibly imagine. I have beeninsitutionalized and put on suicide watch and had my shoelaces taken away and been on every antipsychotic known to man and electroshocked and I've talked about in extreme length, my depression, my fucked-up head, everything... so before you lecture me on how fucked-up you are at 17 or 18 or however the fuck old you are.. think twice or I will be forced to school you the hard way...[/QUOTE]
School me the hard way?
Do it then.
Fucking do it.

[QUOTE=RandomThought]School me the hard way?
Do it then.
Fucking do it.[/QUOTE]

What's thepoint. You like being crazy. I don't know why you even go to the doctor or take meds. You obviously don't ever want to sane or normal or anything besides exactly what you think you are now. You aspire to be crazy. Therefore no one can ever make you not crazy but yourself. Crazy is not all it is cracked-up to be, but you'll figure it out for your own when it's too late I guess...