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RgG
From: Mississauga Ontario Canada
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i have nothing that i enjoy, no passion, no desire
weed is fun to numb the bordom
i dont even have a point, i just felt like writng, and as i am burning out right now,,, my brain is more cramped and not working then i'd have hoped.
s'all cus of a girl too...
tyler asked if all we needed was just another woman
i had quit weed till a little over a week ago
damn.. weed is like artificial happy

i need a new chuck book

shovel dirt over
lime, as old memories fade
new ones are dug up

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penguin
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Get a job. There's more to life than happiness.

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[size=1]If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless signature is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments?
Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic.[/size]

RgG
From: Mississauga Ontario Canada
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$25 an hour, min-10 hours a week, data entry
mind numbing

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knoxville
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go do some slacking man, hang out be dumb. once in a while (a lot of the time for me) you just gotta turn off the smartness and be as dumb and dumb as you wanna. for me its the opposite, i gotta turn on the smart every now and then. but if you can ballance both like i often do its quite fun

Jaron
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What's wrong with weed, Tuff?

trypdwyre
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[QUOTE]i need a new chuck book[/QUOTE]
live your life, not what someone else is doing. don't depend on someone else to provide your happiness, do something you enjoy, and no, hero worship is not a hobby.

Rents
From: Sendai, Japan
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To follow up on all the useful information everybody else has posted and to quote one of my favorite movie, no matter how corny it may be, "Choose life."

[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by RgG [/i]
[B]i need a new chuck book [/B][/QUOTE]
It's right around the corner, mate. July 8th. Count down the days.

mirka
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[QUOTE][i]Originally posted by RgG [/i]
[B]i have nothing that i enjoy, no passion, no desire
weed is fun to numb the bordom
i dont even have a point, i just felt like writng, and as i am burning out right now,,, my brain is more cramped and not working then i'd have hoped.
s'all cus of a girl too...
tyler asked if all we needed was just another woman
i had quit weed till a little over a week ago
damn.. weed is like artificial happy

i need a new chuck book
shovel dirt over
lime, as old memories fade
new ones are dug up [/B][/QUOTE]

You and jaron sound like soulmates. Hook up with him at the 200 thread. Not in a faggy way. Just a dark bud's doing dark budism kind of way.

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Jaron
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How about in a homoerotically humorous sort of way? ;/

RgG
From: Mississauga Ontario Canada
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awwww, feeling so loved,,, and stoned
i bought a great new bong yesterday...
trypdwyre, you allways seem to know what to say, thank you
and mirkah,,, i dont know you, but interesting thought, i'll see if i get to know jaron any...
..'loha jaron... define "of" and im in

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insomnomaniac
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how bout you take a break from the weed? i mean, i'll smoke up every once and a while like the next person, but you don't want to become a burnout.

don't be that guy, man, don't be that guy.

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[SIZE=1][QUOTE=ehquestionmark]Wow. This little thread got CRAZY. People telling me to abuse my girlfriend, people showing an alarming lack of respect for women as a whole, people questioning my masculinity in some kind of bizarre machoistic pissing-contest. Hell, I even got called stuffy. [/QUOTE]

[URL=http://confessionalpoe.blogspot.com]Grand Mental Station[/URL]
[URL=http://www.chuckpalahniuk.net/community/showthread.php?t=15714&highlight=interview+insomnomaniac]Insomnomaniac: the found interview[/URL][/SIZE]

RgG
From: Mississauga Ontario Canada
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wow eh, i was just thinkin that the other day... tonight me and a buddy saw x-men two,,, we got there early so we could get proper stoned for the film. we were already buzzing from the day, so we ran across a highway to a tree where we could chill. we smoked 2 bong bowls and then ran back.
ended up getting amazing seats even tho we were late, i shouted at everyone for silence, then asked if there was a pair anywhere.
it worked out more then well.
after the movie, i had my ride delay 45 minutes so we could smoke 2 more bowls, you know, so we had air out time.
weed is so nice tho... so distracting

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Rents
From: Sendai, Japan
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Holy shit, that's a lot of weed for a coupla hours. I suppose if you're not hurting anybody, blaze away. I'd think it would be a waste of your time though. Distracting, yes, but from life. You only get one go at this bad boy, I personally wouldn't want to spend it in a cloud of smoke.

Jaron
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It's generally a phase, dude. Just don't get stuck in it, like so many people that I'm sure we all know. You know... those people who're fifty seven or so and are still smoking about an ounce every day, without fail.

RgG
From: Mississauga Ontario Canada
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i dunno guy, i try to spread a hq over a week,
it did make xmen2 damn amazing, even more then it was... that opening sequence with nightcrawler,,, edge of my seat, jaw on the floor.
holy god.
im almost out of weed now

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Aurelius Caulfield
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Jesus, I need to start.

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Jaron
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Jesus, I need to be crucified.

RgG
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crucifiction isnt fun, i's tied onto a cross once for part of a day,,, i didnt enjoy it one bit... so yea, over 24 hours with no weed,,, im what a cigg smoker would call "nickin"
i wrote a haiku for the occasion

craving the ganja
i find solace in your haze
your sweet purple haze

my music just doesnt sound as good,,, food just isnt as delicious

why is mississauga so dry, anyone wanna send me some?
fed-ex will do it no hassles!

sleep now

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insomnomaniac
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ok, skydiving and/or kickboxing i can see. but joining the navy and becoming a SEAL? oh, yeah, i'll just put that on my list right after i pick up the dry cleaning.

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[SIZE=1][QUOTE=ehquestionmark]Wow. This little thread got CRAZY. People telling me to abuse my girlfriend, people showing an alarming lack of respect for women as a whole, people questioning my masculinity in some kind of bizarre machoistic pissing-contest. Hell, I even got called stuffy. [/QUOTE]

[URL=http://confessionalpoe.blogspot.com]Grand Mental Station[/URL]
[URL=http://www.chuckpalahniuk.net/community/showthread.php?t=15714&highlight=interview+insomnomaniac]Insomnomaniac: the found interview[/URL][/SIZE]

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