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I am starting to opine that I shall need to return to college and proceed through to university. I am growing stupider and have become mired and moored in my own hebetude. This clumsy apathy is simply that, and not an intelligent acquiescence of being. I do not think my attempts at dissolving periphrasty are clever, but there's no point in reading a word if one does not put it to use. I do not know what to write about. It seems what has been written about before in abundance is tedious wank and what has only been written about sparingly has been done so with the utmost care and generosity, leaving nothing at all to write about, and I'm sure I have more pressing matters but meh. I'm going on a picnic tomorrow, I may try to friendly.

Not too sure what to do, to say, any and all of it. An update, this is, and should be treated as such, another excerpt from the autobiography of the world's least amazing magnificite, or something.

In essence:

• I've dropped out of college / am dropping out of college. To hopefully join the workforce, I don't mind doing what, anything that pays. Get a job waiting tables or something, when I turn eighteen if I can get a job in a bar or hotel that'd be great. The plan is to save up for a while then move elsewhere and get my own place. I've realised this leaves me in a relatively lonely state, but I can live with it. Most people annoy me anyway, right?
• My chest infection is clearing but is still a cunt. It's alright enough for me to smoke now though.

And that's about it. A magnificent use of your time, no doubt.

Alex,

The Gospel of Black Coffee, Cigarettes and German Jazz

Issue One

College isn’t working well for me. I’m doing poorly in assessments and I’m not sure why. I’ve never, despite my modest front, ever considered I might be stupid. But here I am, three weeks after the Christmas holidays and I’m not doing badly, I’m flunking. For instance, a Media Studies analyses of a poster before Christmas, my result? A. The same question with a different poster? D. And it wasn’t that there was a difference in the ease of analyses. These by the way are all in effort of revision for my proper exam next Wednesday.